confused_love

2010-09-01T21:50:00.003+08:00

1st sept

today is teacher's day,HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHER!
& HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to myself! [:
had buffet dinner on 31st august with colleague for our teacher's day at fairmont hotel cafe,plaza market cafe. photo taken will upload soon when i get those photos.
& 1st sept went to the zoo! photos are not with me either will update will i get the pictures,
i went with teacher Anne,her 2 children,李老师,bro & myself.

saw students,Rayden & Eden with their parents.

went early morning 8am for breakfast @ ang mo kio then headed to Zoo at around 10am,

then 10plus we reach the zoo then headed till around 5pm.OMG!

go a zoo also can go whole day,don't know what we walking.LOL!

photos will upload soon when i get it,kkays

2010-08-28T12:03:00.002+08:00

heys everyone,sorry for the recent silence.
i promise,i'll try to update more as i'm really,really super busy.
no time for blogging even i use to go facebook everyday & now is like twice a week.
been really,really busy ehhs.

1st: reply to darlings!

-sarahh- to socklin: i'm like seriously busy even a phone call,i might not have time.meet up soon.

-sarahh- to xiaoyan: will try update asap,i promise to try update at least once a month! (:

& now i'm going to tell you what the problem with me now,
i'm busy with all the children @ work!
after work i'm rushing to my part-time class ending in 4mths time (15dec)
after that i'll have a certificate,yahhooo! now you people got to jiayou for me.
so if i really doesn't have the time for anyone of you,please be understanding,
i will definetly find time for you after 4mths.
time for my bf is forever not enough for me,i'm trying hard to find time for him,
like now,he's at my house this morning at 8plus,when mummy went to work,
& now i'm at home with grandma,bro & LOVE!
bro is playing ps2 as usual,grandma is sleeping.
as well as LOVE,he's also sleeping while i'm doing assignment for my school homework & of cause now blogging.
we'll be going to fetch mummy from work soon,in around 15-20mins time.
then after that we'll be heading to AMK to pray my grandparents & uncles!

alrights,thats shall be all for today!
i gotten catch a rest for 10mins & off we go to mummy's office.
tatas~

2010-06-23T21:47:00.001+08:00

wahh,didn't blog for very long aldy.

nothing much to blog too.

work is not too bad,planning to upgrade myself so promise my company go study! [:

2010-05-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

went out with xiaoyan & livia today. [:

went to buy my shoe & lots of pictures with both of them.

hahhaas.enjoy,photos will upload soon in facebook! [:

& lastly,

IMISSYOU!

2010-04-09T15:29:00.005+08:00

终于，四天前是我和宝贝老公的一年了，

在一起的这一年来有好多好多的风风雨雨！

我们一起过了，不管开心，伤心，

我们都很努力的把对方拉着一起向前走。

我只想告诉老公，

我爱你!

u really change a lot because of me,i dislike your temper but u change so much so i'll be willing to change because of you too! [:

now are the photo we went together on our 1yr anniversary,

we went back to the place we went together on 050409,

we even remember that time,

we didn't dare to hold our hands because we didn't want to let your mum know,

we let her know after quite some time together,

lolxx.thinking back of the past,

there is really lots of unhappy & happy things that happen. [:

i'm glad we have been through the path of being together 1yr!

iloveyou!

will update the photo now,let's take a look of that!

ring of promise: present from love to me.

present from me to love.

2010-04-03T18:18:00.001+08:00

还好是我想太多！

没事，没事！[:

hubby,我爱你！

2010-04-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

下雨天-非常想念你

今天不是个开心的一天，感觉上告诉我，
我很烦，我好像吵到你做东西了。
我也不知道为什么，我觉得...我快失去你的感觉。
不知道是我想太多还是什么，我不喜欢这种感觉。
有人说：是你的就是你的不用怕失去可是我却做不到，
我也不想失去你，因为我太爱你了！
我好痛苦却不敢问或说太多，我怕说多错多。
还怕最后原本没有却变有就惨了。
其实每当你说话，要说到"你很累啊，想放弃的这些话，
我都很怕，我已经有个恐惧在了，因为你根本不知道，
我爱你的程度已经到不能没有你在生活了。
是，我不应该这样想，这样说，我好怕，好怕。

2010-03-28T19:11:00.003+08:00

after so many yrs in life,i feel that my life was totally waste.
my mummy,no matter what i do is wrong,
how old am i already?
i never blame her for anything in life although she can't afford when i wanted something.
i have been good girl recently,didn't even give her any problem at all.
after my work,i didn't go anywhere neither did i ask her for gng out for so long already;.
i'm so tire after work,did i complain,
did i add on to her trouble or anything?
that is why even saturday or sunday i won't even be at home at times,
will be either working or studying,
i cannot be at home,when at home,we'll quarrel & she will throw temper at all,
if she hates me so much,why give birth to me?
everything i do will never be right,even the person i like i can't even choose myself.
i really don't know what more can i expect in life.
luckily,in life,i have a very caring boyfriend who always support me in whatever i'm doing and also being part of my life,listening to all my nagging and so on,i wanna thanks him,
i really don't know why is my mummy so unfair,she totally treat me & my brother so differently,i hate it.
she says i always using the laptop but this is my personal laptop which is my own money & the internet which is also my own money.
i just don't understand it is just a small matter,she got to make it big by shouting,everyday also computer.yupp,i agree but after work i come back after dinner and bath i would be on the net already.
then today i didn't go for my part-time after work because i wanted come back to accompany mummy but guess what happen,she make a fuzz out of it.
say i never do housework & stuff,i'll plan my own things,i done my ironing of clothes already but is half of those stack.she is unhappy because i didn't iron all.then i come on the net.she say all i do is using the computer everyday!!
can someone tell my what am i wrong at? i'm tire,i'm giving up soon at least i would lead a better life out there when i'm all alone. [:
at least i'll be much more happier.

2010-03-23T21:49:00.007+08:00

i'm too lazy too post anything recently,

i shall not talk too much about anything too (:
pictures will do the talking,

2010-03-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

i promise i will post photo asap.

2010-02-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

went kukup on sat,20-02-2010,

came back on sun,21-02-2010,

& the following the day was 22-02-2010 was me & baby's 365days knowing each other.

i wanna post those photo that have went to kukup.

i will do it tmr,today i will 1st talk about the trip,

i simply enjoy the short trip.

although only spend that one day that but to me is still not enough,

i want more fun! ARGH!

i believe there will be more chances in e future.

& i hope there will be going to be more chances.

actually there alot to talk about the trip,

i don't know where should i start talking about it from.

i will start talking from the start,will put the pictures & say through the pictures tmr.

alrightts,is sleeping time.goodnight! (:

2010-02-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

hmm.finally i don't have to wait for that pushing answer.

i have a final answer for it.

& i'm happy with the answer,thanks daddy! (:

i'm gng for that trip. YEAH!

2010-02-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

i feels tire over stuff,i wanna a break.
i just want my holiday but why must there be pushing of here & there for answer? :(

2010-01-24T11:19:00.002+08:00

today i have edited some photo,i will show u people all the photos.

enjoy youself. [:

what the hell,cannot upload picture ehhs,
i'll upload as soon as it is done.

2010-01-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

i'm bored,i'm all alone at home now. [:

baby went to pick his mummy,grandma & brother but he's not home yet.YAWN,YAWN!

I misses baby so fast,like the time we had never be enough for both of us. [:

2010-01-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

i'm happy today,see what did he write for me
"(11:18 PM) Edmond:宝贝，我真的好想告诉，再也没有人能取代你在我心中的位子了，你就想一颗大树种在我的心里再也离不开了，我真的好爱你

2010-01-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

i miss you like crazy!

2010-01-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

今天又和公仔吵架了，这几天都是这样，

好累呀，弄到我真的一点心情都没有。

什么都不想做，连睡觉都不想，

就不提前几天的事了，就说今天吧，

我把心情都收好，要见宝贝不过呢，又吵架了。

他又对我发脾气了，弄到我都不想理他，他又弄我哭了，

我真的好不喜欢这种感觉，我都感觉不到我的呼吸，好辛苦，

我真的连生命都不想要了，我跑过匆过有好多车的马路什么都不管，

只想着要快点和他见面，他真是伤进我的心，

看到他之后，我真的不想说话，直到我冷静下来，

他对我say sorry,然后不理他一下又原谅了他，

很多没说的东西，不过我真的不知道该开心还是伤心。

他答应我以后不会这样对我了，希望他不会忘记。

我一个人一直hold on久了，我怕我没有力气，

你的temper一定要快快该，还有记得$10.lolxx.

2010-01-06T14:21:00.004+08:00

昨天，终于是我和公仔的九个月了，
不过知道我们这样度过吗？
他请了假陪我去看医生，多么好。
哈哈！其实公仔一直都对我超好，从來都没騙我。
我希望永远都会一样这样，

one more thing to say:

that's the reason where i love u more & more each day,
iloveyou,baby! [:

2009-12-21T18:55:00.002+08:00

-sarahh- to celest:paiseh,no vancany ehhs,if have sure intro u de.free meet up.when free?u nt working now?

i think i need a update.hehehe.
been super long that i haven't been updating.
真的好久没有用电脑了，我要开始用华文写了，
因为公仔要买电脑了，然后要看我的blog,
因为常常和他提起说我把心情都放在这里。
在childcare做工的生活好不同不过，我已经爱上了这份工,
在这份工里，我终于能找到我自己，
因为在这份工里，要的是爱心，耐心。
好了，就说到这里。

2009-12-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

me & baby were fine on the day we quarrel that day,
we were fine in the night,i always say we'll be fine very fast.
one more thing is very weirdd,we both have the same thinking,
we quarrel is always cause we misses each other too much nt because of any other thing,
maybe because one wk only get 2 meet up once,so when plan then change so get fed-up lorhhs.
hahaa,shall not mention about him.

today is the 1st day of new job,new environment,simply love & enjoy it.
i can't believe that i'm that patient to kids there,
i'm working in a child care now,which i have been wanting to work there long.
working are super fexible,somemore working as part-time.
jiaayou worsssss,SARAHHHHHH!
i know i can hold on to this,nice & fun environment,somemore,something new!! [:

2009-11-26T11:56:00.003+08:00

-sarahh- to xiaoyan:darling,ring me up whenever u free,sometimes we need to talk.i need someone to talk to.. [:

i feels terribly sad today,
can't get to stay overnight out because dad reason was..
if i really camp on the grass what if i meet with dirty things,
i those that scare of all that but i agree,
i don't know,in other words,i thought that baby would understandd.
we quarrel,so long till now this is our 2nd quarrel bahhs,
although we should be fine by now but i'm feeling so upset,
who can i really talk to? friends?
haixx.i'm at lost at times,now i know why xiaoyan say friends is alittle better than bf.
cause although friends do quarrel,they won't make your heart-break this way,
we do love each other but problem is that,we misses each other too muchh & quarrel come along when this happen,
actually i really wanted to tell baby thousands & million of sorry,
today i know i'm at fault,
i do know that you l0oking forward for today yet i tell you i can't.
i'm sorry,baby!
i haven't been a good gf,been making you upset.
1st-parents disagree+++
which the rest i don't wish to mention,
i feel terrible,i just want you to be right by me.
i just want the smile from u!
i miss you so..........................................................MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after this single tears rolling down,i'll never CRY anymore,
xiaoyan,u got to teach me,how to control my tears,
i don't feel like CRYING anymore,
you should know,sometimes crying make us do lots of crazy things & make us feels tire.
although i don't feel tire,i hope he won't.
i don't know what is he thinking.
i just want words of console,words of loves from LOVES.
hope we gotten be fine,he's working,might talk later,
shall see what happen barhhs.
just wanna see i never blame you before,i just wanna say the word that you say,ILOVE YOUU TOO!
but i'm sorry friends,i did something that i shouldn't,i should have stop that.

2009-11-24T12:58:00.004+08:00

hmm.haven't been updating again. [:
wanted to talk more about myself.
abt family,bestie,BF! [:

family,
things getting great.hope things would get better each day. [:

bestie,
been meeting up with bestie,like:xiaoyan & livia.

BF,
as per normal still as sweet as b4 although it had aldy been mths,ought to be glad that he nv change,hope things will continue

work,
starting work this 1st dec,hoping everything will goes smoothly,wish me good luck pals. [:

2009-11-18T11:15:00.004+08:00

-sarahh- to xiaoyan: you're welcome,sister. [: should thanks eu instead. [: promise will meet up soon again. :P

this few days gotten be super busy,

today is Doris's Sister birthday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY worss. [:

wishing her best wishes & good luck in everything. [:

wish her everyday,everyday happily. [:

tmr is MUMMY's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! Good luck in everything,iLOVEyou!

& tonight got to go temple find ah pei then tmr morning going find aunty jennifer with mummy.

friday don't where mummy wants to go also lors,she will be on leave for two days lorhhs. [:

will see how luhh,no money also abit hard to survive lorss. [:

hmm.gotten start earning money aldy.

starting work on 1st dec,wonder how would things goes.

will update u all again kkays?

2009-11-17T21:09:00.012+08:00

2day went holland with Livia then went there to find hubby's mother.
give her "zhi ma hu",she was simply shocked.
then after that i went find "$50 uncle",lolxx.
is uncle jimmy nahhs. [:
then he buy mummy's product for me.
so nice of him,right.? then i bought vegeterian bee-hoon for him too. [:
then headed to fareast with livia & bought eyelashes.
didn't want to buy but just wanted to have a look,
tell u horxx,the sales-person so clever lorxx,presuade till we don't want also buy lors.
we never wear before mahh,then she say she'll show us how to wear & put it on for us.
oh my god,after we put & before is so different,we look like two different person,
our eyes really look bigger than before,no more mi-mi eyes already. [:
hahahas.pictures will show the talking after everything i say.

so u see the different out of us,after the eyelashes?hahahas.
then after that headed to ION Orchard then to Orchard Central,both of the places have nothing much,more for taitai & rich people luhh,nothing much for us to shop actually.hmm.Livia say she still prefer heeren,fareast,ceni-leisure.hahahas.
alrightts,after that meet up with xiaoyan after her work,took bus 197 home then Livia took bus61,halfway thru home,xiaoyan ask,wanna go queensway?she wanted to for food,her house never cook.then promise her & went with her,then went to mac then eat,eat,eat then realise that it's raining heavily worxx.dead meat,then we went to ask for xiaoyan's contact lens then she made her spectacles,Ms POON,remember to wear ahh,don't waste your money worxx.don't want the money can give me,don't throw away,hahahahas.! [: jokinggg. must remember to wear.
then before going home,we went to the toilet then xiaoyan claim that we haven't been taking photo recently,so we took some pictures then headed home,let's see those pictures. [:

2009-11-15T10:01:00.004+08:00

-sarahh- to celest:darling,great to hear that,at least have a skill mahhs,jiayou worss! [: hmm.i'll pass u no. thru ur MSN when i go in kkz?i'm at work now cause every sunday i got work derhhs,since last time till now,never change. [:

-sarahh- to xiaoyan:darling,great to know u will continue to hold on,tk great care of yourself,i promise we'll meet up soon,hard to arrange a time for meet up lehhs,let's try. [:

went to meet baby yesterday again,

had great day with him.

watched "2012" was super nice show,

the show last for 2hours + & was like so touching & nice show,

show is recommended to u people to see,catch it.

u'll never regret that,i simply love it! [:

then went BBQ with him after that,was kinda rush cause we wouldn't able to catch the 4pm show,so we catch 6.10pm & ended ard 9pm.

then rush to his friend's place for BBQ,it was kinda great,although weird because don't know his friends then suddenly like that.

was quite rush,after that reach friend's place @ ard 9:15pm then went back at ard 10:45pm,went back to baby hus to pick up his brother then off to home. [:

on the way back is a little jam,i'm tire already meanwhile a little gastric,baby wants me get home & take my gastric medicine.

went home,waited for baby's msg & off to slp,didn't sleep well because of my stupid infection.

& baby gng for his girl friend party,he told me it was her last single birthday,she's getting married this Christmas.

then saw baby msg @ 5am:saying that he's not home yet,going for breakfast with his friends & ard 6plus,he say he's home,now gng slp lerhhs.he must be super tire already.

my poor baby.

i wish we would have much more time...even 1 whole day is always not enough

2009-11-11T09:58:00.002+08:00

-sarahh- to celest:okayys,tkcare.darling,hairstylist,is good,at least u learn something,learning in a school or?hmm.at least learn a hand-on skill,good nors.gambette! [: LOVES!

-sarahh- to xiaoyan:darling,don't always say die,look open abit norss. [: lolxx.hmm.u should know i might be worse than what u're suffering,u can give me a ring anytime,be there for u 24/7 i promise,alrightts? [: cheers,i promise to meet up with u soon,just drop me a text or ring me. [:

2009-11-10T09:32:00.002+08:00

life always nv turn to how u wanted to be,

had quarrel with mummy once again,

i'm so tire,when can i stop that?

really had enough of that.

just a small matter over it,what's the big matter out there.

i really thinking to have a good talk with daddy but i don't know how to say.

i'm really headache over such small matter,

can things really put a full-stop?

just a small question,why must she makes things till so complicated?

2009-11-08T10:11:00.004+08:00

-sarahh- to celest : darling,i'm dOing fine,lOoking for job ard now,hOw are you? dOing great? wOrking now?u hv my number,u call me lorhhs then we findd time to meet up.LOVES! tkcare. [:

hmm.i just meet up with hubby yesterday,
was like OMG! spend super much time with him.
hope i could have more,
i wanna upload photo,
i wanna change phone.
when????
hahhas.shalll stop here. [:

2009-11-06T09:54:00.004+08:00

i quite like this song for very long already,
just wanted to post lyrics inside.

男人女人-阿穆隆许茹芸

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

女人女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

女人女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让
我不必再心疼

女人女人
我答应做个好人不会再让我(你)心疼
一等再等你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

2009-11-06T09:31:00.003+08:00

update new song on 3rd,this is the lyrics.

never be the same.

It was good for me
It was good for you
Now nothing either of us can say or do
Can change the way you feel tonight
Sometimes love just slips out of sight

Just one thing before you go
Just one thing that you've got to know
No one will ever touch me that way
The way that you did that very first day

And I'll
Never be the same without you here
I'll live alone
Hide myself behind my tears
And I'll
Never be the same without your love
I'll live alone
Try so hard to rise above

The years go by
There's always someone new
To try and help me forget about you
Time and again it does me no good
Love never feels the way that it should

I loved you then I guess I'll love you forever
And even though I know we could never stay together
I think about how it could have been
If we could just start all over again

It was good for me
It was good for you
Now nothing either of us can say or do
Can change the way you feel today
Sometimes love just slips away

2009-11-05T12:16:00.003+08:00

hmm.& finally thursday.
it's me & hubby's 7mths being together. [:
hahahas.know what he tell me today again,
every different month i'll recieve all the different messages from him de nors.
sweet beebee.really like a honey bee to me.hahahas.
if he see this,he surely gotten be very HL derhhs nors,kekex,
let's see what he write today:

宝贝~今天是我们在一起的7个月了~哈哈~好开心~每当想起过去和你一起经历的事~我都会偷偷的笑~哈哈~我答应你我会珍惜这一段感情的~我爱你~

所以嘛，我说不一样就是不一样。在我生命里，我亲爱的hubby is the best.muackkx.
xiaoyan,u think they're different too,right? i mean our "HIM"! [:
anw,met up with xiaoyan on 3rd & we bought a wallet which is different colour,2 FOR $10.hehehe,my mummy like the wallet too & then she say why never buy for her lors.

2009-11-03T13:29:00.006+08:00

after i stopped working everything change again,

i more & more looking forward for lots of days to come before i start a new job,

but i'm afraid by then i will be super lazy,hahahas.

trying my best to let everything go by natural,

job will let me find slowly for what i want & go nautral & then more..

when i blogging i'm thinking alot,i misses hubby,i wanna see you soon. [:

pics that i always wanted to post will be up,i just took 2 pictures today,

this is for hubby & my nails are done on sunday. [:

i simply look that.i even brought his sister for nails together & she enjoyed it.
then promise to have nails done together soon again.

hubby went for shopping & ice-cream while waiting for us,hahaha! [:

that's cool,such a wonderful bf i have,simply love.muackx.lolxx.

& everyone,that's my love.always so prefect in pictures but not me. [:

i'm missing hubby & i took this myself. [:

too boredd while waiting to be out with xiaoyan sister.

more pictures will be upload if possible.

2009-11-01T10:25:00.003+08:00

-sarahh-to pris:heys,confiscated again lors but just got back few days ago.wahh,u so busy ahh?then meet up when free lors,i busy too but now finally i can relax & rest.tkcare always! [:

hmm.here to give a very good news,
yeah,i finally leave that company of mine,
i finally as free as a bird.
i'm finally real carefree now.
hoping that i would find a new job asap.

2009-10-25T10:15:00.003+08:00

life had always been bored but ever since the day i met u,
my life changes,it's changes so beautifully,
i could even feels that i'm someone who i no longer know,
cause i'm not the old sarah anymore.
i don't know does people around me thinks i'm changing,
i have change to the person who have more laughter & happier,
with my smile out there,u could see how happy am i now,
u totally change me into another person,
a happy person but unfortunately,my parents is the biggest problem out there.
why is there always problem? we have face so much together,
just hoping to get together,we don't mind how others see us but our family,
ur parents didn't say anything but why must my parents?
i feel so sorry at times,although i know that u didn't mind,
but in fact i mind super much,after much consideration.
i still make up my mind,i still love you afterall,
i can't let go of this relationship like you told me,
u can't imagine a day without me,although i didn't answer to such question,
in fact i'm the same as you,i don't even dare to think a day without you,
i don't understand even my parents didn't see the different between now & past.
i have changes super much,i'm no longer unhappy so much &
neither do i keep answering back to them,
not because i'm growing older so i never answer back so much,
is i love my parents & he keep telling me got to respect,afterall they're still your parents.
no matter what i tell him,he'll always teach me good,neither does he blame my parents,
he told me that they're protecting me.
i knows that too but somehow i can't accept fate in this way,
why does god want to let us meet up,
let us know each other,let us fall in love,let us being together but in the end parents disagree.
how long would this lasts? we'll suffer together through this thing but hopefully this will end real soon,
after working stress,i got to stop thinking so much,anybody would understand my pain.

2009-10-24T21:10:00.005+08:00

-sarahh- to xiaoyan : hahaha.u're wrong,i'm blogging now ehhs but seriously i'll mostly update on sunday.hahahas,okayys then u wait lors.

i'm like so tired recently,
hopefully what she say will fullil,i wanna stop everything & get a new job real soon. [:
hehe.hubby is playing basketball now again.bored.
home got nobody,everybody went praying & i'm been left alone.
& was chatting with friends online,gotten go orhhs orhhs later lerhhs.
shall stop here,tata

2009-10-18T10:02:00.004+08:00

-sarahh- to xiaoyan: u super blur ehhs,i'm obviously saying about classic lors,not express la,express like that i also know expensive,u cute ehhs,i stated already mahhs,manicure & pedicure,didn't say express mahhs,classic can be called manicure & pedicure itself,don't have to state classic but express defintely i have to state,my dear girl. LOL! [: how're you doing? i'm so busy,let's meet up soon.anyway,i might stop the contract with my company,will update you what happen. takecare. [;

hmm.today morning went breakfast with daddy @ market.
i had my vegeterian lotong & daddy eating his laksa.
bought vegeterian bee hoon for mummy & soya bean curd with peanut rice dumpling & also his favourite roti-prata for him,hehehe.
that lazy bro of mine is still sleeping & i'm already at workplace.
hmm.daddy send me to work & he went back home.
kinda sians,after work,i'm going back for a rest and some snacks i guess.
hubby is still in bed cause i didn't recieve his message,that one is also a lazy pig,
don't know last night after meet-up he went to bball court find friend go till what time lors.
he wanna to go home but after that tell me,he going give friend things.
hmm.don't know,i just let him go & ard 12plus he told me he's going home,just saw my message.
sometimes i really don't know what is he thinking,i do love him & i really do but he told me alot,alot can't lose me.i don't know should i trust guys anymore but i choose to believe.
he treat me real well but he's really a good person,i don't know how to explain,not because i love him so i say him good.
we went to buy our cutie couple tee.another of my wishlist is done.hehee.
went to ahgou place yesterday as well.
had LJS & bird nest,yumyum!
bought mac for bro & daddy..hehehe.enjOy.
hmm.he promise me that he will earn lots of money & marry me,he wants my parents & everybody to know that he can afford to yang me de.
i tell him,i happy to hear that,we will work hard for our aim.
thanks hubby for all promises,i know u'll never break my heart cause u have never given me any broken promise & that's another reason of loving you! [:

2009-10-11T10:18:00.003+08:00

-sarahh- to vone: ohh,hiies.how're u doing? everything fine?

-sarahh- to xiaoyan: hmm.not expensive lo,if u think expensive,u can do express. my charges are reasonable already lorhhs.

-sarahh- to emily: tagged u in ur blog,replied! [:

hmm.i'm dOing fine but feeling a bit tire,

recently got sick so much,

got to go to SGH on 050110.

is like wth,don't feel like going but i have no choice.

kinda hate that,hospital i don't wanna go de lors.

but luckily is just a check-up.

somemore got to queue to wait till 050110.

everyday got to call see got people change appointment then i can go earlier.

but forget it,really don't have the time.

my shop is moving to the other corner of the shopping centre,

we're getting ready,renovating now,moving by next week.

nice decoration such as wallpaper. .

so looking forward for the new shop lorhhs.

i feeling tire every now & then.

easily tire,maybe cause of work.

as for relationship,we're doing well but still the same old thing,

shall not mention too much,

hope everything will turn better.

2009-09-27T10:15:00.003+08:00

life had always been the same,

working everyday,the best day for me to rest is only SUNDAY!

but problem is i still work on sunday so i only could rest in the afternOon when i get hOme.

i feels tire somehow but life still have to go on,

depending on the pay in the nail shop is not enough for me,

so i got to work hard for money & of cause get my skills better,

recently i'm improving & also doing a bit of it at home or even house-call.

charges are as follows:

manicure + pedicure @ $47

manicure @ $19

pedicure @ $28

hahahas.any other things,friends,you're also allow to ring me for more details.

hubby & me is still together,things had never change.

our relationship had been improving to better & better so far.

hope this will continue. [:

-sarahh-to xiaoyan sis:i never bother who is the person & i don't want to know either.hehehe.meet up soon again

2009-09-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

hmm.time fly,it had been 9mths working,
1yr plus more & i'm considering part-time studies.
hubby gave his support for part-time studies but we would have less time,
we'll consider when i really join part-time,
it's not time to say yet,wait till my boss give me a answer then i'll make the decision with hubby.
i told hubby about somebody spamming my blog,
he say the person is really too bored,come disturb his darling,
he ask me to ignore such childish person & change my add,
so i decided to change nors. [:
its tire to reply here & there,it will never end.
he also say,this person ahh,is really & seriously jealous of my everything so come say me nors,what do eu people think?
must be rights? stupid idiot! [:

2009-09-16T14:17:00.002+08:00

sarah>jess: childish freak,you are nobody to judge me,just get off my site.
judge yourself before saying anybody.you must be too free,nothing better to do.

2009-09-05T22:06:00.004+08:00

5th sept:

work & went out with livia & her friend just now after work.

hmm.so bored,think i'm kinda sianxx with livia walking ard.

our bladder also going burst,drank too much drinks.

hubby,went basketball with friends as per usual.

but he celebrate for me yesterday,

bored birthday! :[

4th sept:

work,work & work again.

OMG! I really so tired,i need a rest lahhh.

whatever! hmmm.met hubby last night.

he celebrated my birthday one day in advance. [:

surprises & present from him.

let me tell you guys the whole story,

damn funny & cute luhhhh,

1st: he brought me to EastCoastPark.

2nd: he asked me to blind-fold my eyes with the small towel on his hand.

i was like,can i not blind-fold,i'm afraid of dark,he ask me not to worry,a lot people around me.

3rd:he ran to his car to take the cake which he design in malaysia.

the cake is soooooo~ cute & niceeeeeee,such a pity that u people can't see the pictures i can't post the pictures.

4th:he sing the birthday song as he walk nearer to me,he ask me take the blind-fold off & here goes my tears rolled down my cheeks.

i'm so touched,i don't know how to say that kind of feelings..

5th:then he went to take the present for me.

it's my favourite birthday present the braclets that i saw anchorpoint.

thanks baby for sweet surprises & birthday present. [:

3th sept:

met up with xiaoyan,

went suntec with eat curry fishball then eat chocolate fondue.

then walked over to bugis & then shop around,

then buy one tube-$5 then go home. [:

2009-08-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back in blog again,i'm feeling tire in life.
don't know how to say,
lots of things in life had change ever since i met deardear.
now,parents disagree us being tgt as he's a malaysian,
isn't a malaysian also a human?
& they claim that they say all this is because they love me.
i know how much they love me but they don't know how to prove it.
but nevermind,i don't mind,
i love them as much as they love me.
but had they never stand in my shoe?
All i wanted is just a peaceful life.
I'm leading well right now,all Deardear can give me was LOVE,CARE & CONCERN!
yupp,although we only meet up once a week I don't know what he's doing inside but most importantly,he's trustable.
i have his sister as witness that he's home everyday,what esle more?
not even that,he can meet me even more each day,just that will you all allow us to meet up more often?
no,i can help you all to answer,malaysian & stuff is all a excuse,i think,you all just don't want me to be single for now,i still have more choices.
& what more? in e future if i marry over,scare i'll suffer there,
i know but no matter what,the life i have will be the life that i choose,
so i should just follow what is going to happen.
i'm feeling so.....haiss.i don't know how to say either,
i don't wish to hurt anyone,
cause i love mummy,daddy & deardear tons.

shall post some old pictures that i mention that i'll post.
check it out. [:

2009-08-16T17:19:00.003+08:00

i'm like super shocked & suprised today,
i simply can't believe that this is a real one,
is not a dream,is real. [:
thanks deardear for such suprise.
i was like soon finish work,
& i'm like super bored & feels like packing up my things,
i have a glance outside tution centre,
i see a shirt very familiar,
i thought i see wrongly so i turned away again
but i couldn't believe got so QIAO,
got someone had deardear's shirt,
so i turned out to have a look again & i saw deardear right outside tution centre.
i was like OMG. . i didn't even know he's coming,
he's like just give me a suprise & shocked lorhhs
cause he is holding flower on his hand,
i was like so shy,i can't believe that until this age,
this is my first time recieving flower from my boyfriend.
seriously,i can't believe but that's true,
i'm not lying but before that i was thinking if i could see deardear,
how nice would it be,
& i really could see him.
so i went lunch with deardear after work,of course tgt with bro & his sis,
& ta bao KFC home as i have a SINGTEL FREE KFC MEAL
& it's the last day,before that in the 1st place,
me & bro plan to go ta bao KFC tgt,
so after their lunch & ta bao,
we went straight home.

thanks baby for everything that you had done,
it's already alot alot lerhhs,
iloveyou![:

let's see the picture of the flower! [:

& shit,i can't post any picture.
i'll post those pictures when it is possible

2009-08-15T21:53:00.003+08:00

i miss the time i had with deardear,
i miss him more & more each & everyday.
我好想，好想每天都陪着你。
希望没有我在身边你也会很快乐。
you have done a lot,a lot for me,
is all enough already,
i don't need anything more,
your love,your care,your concern & everything you done had always stay in my heart.
you mean super much in me,no one would ever replace YOU in my heart.
只有你能给我，我要的快乐于幸福，
i love you baby.
the time that we're together are always not enough for us.
like yesterday,you pick me up from workplace,
we went marketing then send me home then had our dinner.
i cooked again & you say you enjoy my cooking,
hope you really do,as long as you're happy,
i don't mind cooking everyday for you if it is possible.
hahahas.nevermind,after dinner,of course is our photo taking,
let me show you guys some pictures.

me+deardear & deardear+bro.!

due to some problem,i can't upload any picture of mine.
will upload soon if possible.

2009-07-26T10:19:00.003+08:00

hmm.recently life had been very fun,
friday is always my favourite day.
i almost meet up with him every friday since 17july.
hahahas.& best thing is mummy even know that we went out,
she allow us to go out too,so till that day onwards we think that with the peservance nothing is impossible.
so it makes me believe this phrase "nothing is impossible with a willing heart".
i'm so happy that mummy finally allow us to go out,
most important is with my brother together with us,
& it seems more fun,
we went potong pasir for kfc on 17july & headed to mount faber.{bro,me&him}
back home at ard 1130pm.
24july-bro,me,him.+livia&peter.
lolxx.hmm.baby come fetch me from work send me home &
we had mee sua for dinner while livia was at my place waiting for me.
of course she had her dinner @ my house too.
then when i reached home they aldy done with food so of cos only left with me & deardear not done yet.
so we had our dinner & OMG. . .
i heard a key sound,someone is opening the door
you know who come home.
i quickly open the door,"DADDY"! [all paused for 3sec.]
& here goes livia & deardear:"UNCLE"!
& bro out from his bath. . .

then we went out after food.

then headed bugis to meet livia's friend &

deardear went to buy his clothings & tie.

in the end only bought tie then went for supper @ river valley.

nice supper,deardear treat everybody. [:

happy day,enjoy myself.!

reach home around 1:30am. LOLS!

2009-07-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

hmmm.recently still the same,working here & there,
everyday also work,sort of really no life,
only one week once,i will meet up with him.
but as long as can meet,the rest i don't wanna think too much aldy.
but sometimes is cause of mummy even the one week once also don't have.
if mummy allow us being together don't say one week once,maybe more than one week once lors.
i don't understand why much she cause so superstitious thing wanna stop us being together.
i feel very sad that when i really found someone who love & dote me so much,
mean time,i love him too,i don't understand why is it so unfair for me.
i mean the god being unfair,if they doesn't want let us together,
why must they let us know each other,
why must they let us fall in love,
why must they let us get together &
then why must they seperate us in the end?
but luckily both of us make a promise that we will never let go of our relationship.
actually there's finally something that is fair.
is our strong relationship,nothing that can break us apart.
maybe in the future even if we marry we will divorce but at least we fight for our rights.
we say before we will never quarrel,we'll only talk things out nicely,
& we're doing it well now,so in the future i'm sure we'll be the same.
maybe i'm being naive again but i believe that there is always true love,
is him who give me another hope of thinking that there is "true love"
thanks deardear,i love you!

2009-07-05T09:59:00.002+08:00

been very busy & i have got lots of things to think about.
i'm trying to give myself more time for relaxing,
somehow is a little hard,i'm trying hard to not think so much.
but currently my relationship doesn't give me problem at all,
i hope all this could continue in this sweet way. [:
only some problem with my work & mummy but work is getting better right now,
i have started to do the full job for the customer & customer are so satify,
of cause i myself feels satify as well,that goes without saying,
just more practices are needed,as for other things at work i'm not going to think,
just concentrate,that's all.
mummy that side ehhs,she promise me that she would let me have what i want if i'm good & does not lie.
but this time round,she's the one who lies to me,i feels sightly sad but more to hurt.
i have been very good.i'm tire of the life of like that,
my freedom is somehow a little gone off again.*sigh*
i just wanna to let her grant me & edmond together but y must she cause of the "SHENG XIAO"then can't accept him?

2009-06-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

-sarahh- to arthur: yupp.no problem.meet up soon. [:

2009-06-14T10:08:00.003+08:00

hmm.been busy working,no time for blogging,

so friends sorry for those late reply,

-sarahh- to emily: thanks for words of concern.i'm fine,anything sure call you,just don't think that i'm irrating can lerhhs. [: you takecare soon,worry not,i'm not changing my job,i love my job.just that i can tolerate the people there & people is like damn selfish & stuff.shall not talk about them,spoilt mood! [: alrightts,thanks anw.

-sarahh- to celest:sorry,i don't have much time on com so didn't ask eu relink,sorry dear.takecare,you're missed![:

hahahas.yesterday went bugis with baby & his mummy & sister.

enjoy my day with them,it's the best time i gotten treasure.

we always treasure the time we have. [:

thanks baby. [:

had our dinner @ ramen house.

headed shopping then buying of earrings,3 FOR $5,

3 of the lady,one each. [:

then headed for neosprints with baby & of course his family. [:

will try to upload the picture up here soon if it is possible.

& then headed Bukit Merah 7eleven.

then i bought box of chocolate for mummy!

then headed straight home.

2009-05-22T20:48:00.022+08:00

-sarahh-to all dearest friends;xiaoyan,jovy,priscilla&livia:

thanks all for standing by me when i needed you guys.i try to not to make you all worry for me,okayys,it's my promise to you all.

-sarahh-to xiaoyan:

thanks darling,you know things isn't that simple,there will never be a day that they will agree,they're simple & direct,no point asking them anymore.it's wasting of time,even i say,they'll never understand.all they know is only saying a big"NO"to our relationship cause they trust those books & people who say "NO!"haiix.she'll never understand.i love my parents lots too but they'll never understand,haiis.disappointed.

-sarahh-to livia:

yupp,will be grounded for 6mths,haiis.that's long.hope i can control myself till that very 6mths lors,a bit hard actually,yupp,although we can do lots of catching up after that but it kills me lots luhh.thanks for the support,i'll fight all the way to get him into my life,i'm sure & i can guarantee that both of us are serious,we'll never let go of each other no matter what,each other means a lot to each other.so we'll never give up loving each other,give us your best wishes then. [: as for job,i think i might give up but not now,till the contract finish lors.hope you're doing well. [:

hmm.finally i got those photos that i have went to DEAR-JOVY's birthday & i'm going to updates those pictures. [:

check it out! The fun time we had & shared tgt. 060509 [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED DEAR-JOVY! [:

you're always LOVED by us! [:

BIRTHDAY JOVY & HER MUMMY! [:

Xiaoyan&Jovy! [:

GROUP PHOTO,LOVES!

OUR BREEZER! CHEERS! [:

PLEASE VOTE FOR OUR PROMOTER!

PROMOTER 1:JOVY!

PROMOTER2:LIVIA!

PROMOTER3:SARAH!

PROMOTER4:PRISCILLA!

PROMOTER5:XIAOYAN!

thanks all. [:

will try my best to overcome everything,not to let all of you guys worry for me anymore. [:

2009-05-17T10:14:00.003+08:00

-sarahh- to emily:

thanks darling for ur concern,i'm doing bad,trying to get bck my life to the same as before but it seem so hard,it's alright,understand that u're busy since u're studying,how's life in school?how's everything in life,hope u're doing great but not like me getting bad to worse.my job not to bad but thinking to change a new job soon a bit tire of it already.hahahas. alrigtts,u takecare too uhhhs. <3>

haix.sad to say recently lots of things happen again.

i don't know what more to say,my life really sux.

sometime,i don't even know what life means to me.

I can say my parents disagree of my bf cause of a lot of things but i'm too tire to say so much,i even tried my best of proving to them that he's a nice guy,they didn't give me a chance at all,all they do is disagree but why not try accepting,as in if they meet up with him know him long,i guess they'll understand him more.but sadly,they didn't,now still wanna grounded me for half month,will things change after i being grounded?what done have already been done.won't it be too much when it is even not able to contact him anymore.don't even have a chance of being friends.it's too much,other that saying my words here,i don't know where should i.i sort of feeling so tire of everything in life.

1st-work,2nd family,3rd-relationship.

as for work,i tire of working s hard yet always i'm the one who's being suspect of this & that & also i'm working hard yet it's not seen & been blame here & there.when would it be time for me to leave this place?i work because i love my job & everything but it changes to bad. :(

as for family,they're over-protecting me,that's why i'm like arghhhh now.i really don't understand,in life im such a failure to have so much of pain in heart.i love my parents & family but things always don't go the way i like.i really don't know how,i told too much of lies cause of the guy i love & parents disagree our relationship cause of this reason & many but they never understand how deeply we're in love.i don't understand a lot of things.maybe i should learn to understand but i'm sure i know what i really wants. [:

& im sure i know what is right & what's wrong,we're grown up teenagers.

we know what to do,just because you're m'sian.?

that's ridiclous,i don't understand then still say shen xiao bu he,ba zhi bu he,yupp,so what if all this bu he,just as we know how're we going to lead our own life,i'm tire.

2009-05-10T10:12:00.003+08:00

recently really have no time for blogging,

just dropping by hve not much time cause im at work agn.

think gotten go back home to blog today if i can/able.

i'm like soooooooo busyyyy but recently went to celebrate my BELOVED DEAR birthday on the 6thof May.

ehhhhh,relax,is my GAN-DEAR,JOVY ONG!!!! [:

hope she really enjoy her birthday with all of us.

going to post those pictures up soon.

is all very interesting pictures. [:

anw,thru thelo wishing i'm late but face-face wishing im early. [:

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED DEAR!

& soon it gotten be Livia Darling birthday which is tmr. [:

but gotten celebrate it on the friday.

& pictures again.

alright,shall stop here. [:

2009-04-26T10:26:00.003+08:00

sarah-to-emily:hahahas.yupp,is very complicated. [:
sarah-to-xiaoyan:yupp.of course we gotten meet-up soon.[:

2009-04-18T21:53:00.004+08:00

a lot things had happen recently but i had never expect,
things that i afraid had happen so fast but of cos im still in love w my 大猪猪 luhh.

he'll never leave my heart,it's a long story that i wanted to say but. . .

somehow i still don't know what should i do,most importantly i realise i need him more than i always do actually.

& never would i believe that both of us really treasure this relationship alot alot.

he'll always so sweet,how i wishes he's really being accept by my parents.

just because he is malaysian? i think that is an excuse.

malaysian so what? also not say i attached to a indian or malay.

people say don't be racist so they're not racist but they're country-ist. LOLS!

no luhh,actually i understand why they don't want us together.

they're all for my own good,protecting me & so on. . .

but they really over-protective,i had chat with mummy,haven't chat w daddy.

& i need the chat with daddy a lot. gosh.too much to explain here.

shall explain next time.but both promise not to let go till e very last minute we will never let go too.

& im bored & had QUIZ @

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

quickly go try out your test.

LOVE TEST

Here is the analysis:
When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, it's difficult for you to admit it. You need help from third parties.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:

You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

my quiz shall stop here.

got to go to sleep,tmr working again.

goodnights.will continue about my life soon again.

2009-04-10T17:43:00.007+08:00

yesterday night went out to SAFRA with Livia&Arthur Di.

went singing,LOLS! went back quite late then alot things happen.

haix.4get it,don't wish to talk about it anymore.sobbies.

kekekes.& 大猪猪 is always there for me,thanks LOVES!

today boss give me off day,finally another rest day.

wednesday already had my MC for the day lerhhs as i went for check-up.

& cool,大猪猪had his off day cause is m'sia public holiday.lols.

i can't believe that we're so fated in doing everything,like for e.g. today what are we eating?we have what we wanna eat in mind & later on ask each other,e answer will 99% b the same de lors.

i think is seriously hard to believe lors,he say is xin li xiang tong.LOL!

thats the cutest part of my love,he's always so cool.hahahas.

oh ya,wednesday went polyclinic see doctor he went to fetch me at my place,

then polyclinic then to vivo city then to clementi,our lao di fang for dinner again,then headed to holland shopping centre find his mummy then in the end brought Jeff back to m'sia.

he had to send him back home luhhh,long & tire day for him cause @ that time sure jam.

& i'm right,kekekes.he send me home 1st then headed themselves back to m'sia.

i kenna舍不得大猪猪went back.the moment i step out of his car seat,

hope i wish i could be by his side every single day.this kind of feeling is so hard

we only able to see eaach other once a week.is like "I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY"LOLS!

but he promise to come out more often.thats e greatest part & best of him.

he will never lie to me like how others would,he would always give me the best.<3

& then last sunday went DESARU with him & family.

& this is where our story begins,meet him & his family early in the morning @ holland market.

they had their breakfast there but i didn't eat,didn't feel like eating,while heading there.

on the way to there,i took some pictures of myself.told eu i very zilian derhhs lo.

then when we reach DESARU its already 10am plus.

gosh,it's like quite late from our plan le,

cause of my late delay everything a hour later.

but it's okays luhh,as long as we ENJOY,isn't?

anw,know you guys are more interested in the part about us.

kekekes.like livia luhh,say i never say derhhs,got stead.

kristin luhh,say wanna see his real person rather than picture,LOLS!

like lucky xiaoyan already saw him in real,she claims that he look CHINA!

lols.goshh.my taste not that dotss barhhs?

he's not CHINA lorhhs,i told him he laugh lorhhs,he also dun think he himself look like china luh.

whatever it is,as long as it is him,i can assure that i have fallen for him. [:

like he say no matter how i turn into,even a fat pig he also want.LOLS!

alrightts,when we reach DESARU,the mummy,sister & brother were @ there picnic

then both of us went to the other corner of the sea-side to enjoy & relax ourself.
the other corner was totally so peace & quiet,like only both of us there.

so we play-ed water,sand & tire us rest on the sand & then we chatted.

after that suddenly,he look into my eyes & held my hand & ask me,

would you let me takecare of you,

im like oh my god.things i like i can't believe he would choose that quiet moment to tell me that,i'm like flying up the sky lerhhs.

i'm like nodding my head then very paiseh.

then went don't know there de what island lorhhs.

then we took pictures over there.

pictures time,let picture do the talking,im tire.LOLS!

our only picture & 1st picture.

he say this picture not nice,i think nice can liao luhh.

my <3大猪猪

2009-04-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

hmmm.i cant believe it,it is going to be sunday again tmr.

hahahas.i wanna reach very.very fast. . .

& it is real fast,finally i can see him tomorrow.

so happy,he is the same too,hope we really enjoy ourself tons.

if we're able to take photo i surely update cause he went to lend camera from friend.

got to see whether is he able to lend until nors.

i'm so looking forward to my one day HOLIDAY!!

kekekes.got to see how things goes. .

took one day off @ KipMcGrath & enjoy finally but i guess enjoy would turn into abit tire but i'm sure this is all worthwhile.

got to wake up real early tomorrow,6am got to reach Aunty Helen's place.

2009-03-29T10:08:00.003+08:00

finally sunday & got time for blogging,
oh my god,is kinda tired this week,
quite busy @ work 2 nail shop.
now @ BT there working nors,as per usual.
will be meeting Edmond,still not sure where are we gng luhh.
gt to c nors.after meet up den let him choose.
also dunno where to go lors.s'pore so small.
hahahas.let him choose nor.today only both of us wors.
yesterday Aunty Helen,which is his mummy ask where we gng,
i say not sure yet.lols.really don't know where to go sia.
hmmm.he is still sleeping now i guess. . .
text him no reply,he coming fetch me after work..
today bring him go play,next week his turn nor.
kekekes.hmmm.he very cute nors.
say i state the place he will drive me to where i wanna.
gotten be my driver today,say till i very bad h0rs?
but nvm luhh,he always love to joke derhhs na.
but tell people we're friends only no people wil believe derhhs nors
but the truth is we're really friendss luhhh. [:
is true luhhh,no point bluffing.
& now i'm feelinqqqqqqqqqq xinfu cos....
i got 3 mummy.
lolsss. 1-real mummy,2-godma,3-his mummy.
his mummy totally treat me like daughter luhhh.
i also treat her the same too.
breakfast every morning for her..
whatever it is,really feeling very happy.
i guess as long i'm happy,everybody would be happy for me.
but the most worried thing is mummy don't know will like him not.
cos he's m'sian mahhhs.hope so barhhs. sobbies.

shall stop here.
blogging soon.

2009-03-22T09:52:00.003+08:00

& here goes today,
he'll be out of m'sia visiting Aunty Helen,
as well as ME cos we'll be gng out again,
last night met up w Hong Kiap for dinner.
eu guess what.i have free dinner luhh & ltr gng to have free lunch.
that's great,isn't so many free lunch,dinner.
Ooopss!but of cos it will also be my turn to give a good treat. [:
& god bless this time round nth crop up,
i mean next week cos we'l be meeting up again.
& e following sunday,i guess.3sundays.?i think soo....
kekekes.i really wanna get to see him,why????
hmm.cos he can make me laugh like nobody esle could.
not e normal laugh but. . . . hehhehes.shall stop here,
time to work....
tatatas.

2009-03-10T20:13:00.004+08:00

i'm real bored ehhs,nothing to do.

mummy went temple again,

bro went takwando,daddy's nt back yet,still workinqq,

grandma watchinqq tv,so decided to play com for that very a while before bro is back.

if not lots of nonsense gotten start.LOL!

gotten talk about work today thingy & sun nors. of cos inculding mon.

hahahas.today work was normal.not very busy,things was just alright,

things had also slow down cos of the bad economic.

but no choice mahhs,because of economic no need eat or work mehhs,

life still got to go on marhhs.lunch @ 3pm today,no more lunch @ 1pm or even 12pm,

busy like hell during my lunch time,no lunch no busy luhh,waste time.LOL!

business wasn't that good too,hahahas but still alright,

lady boss say business slacken down,

we pushing hard although she didn't say much.

poor him,is working OT,recently,hope he would have enough rest.

quick,quick finish & then no more OT for him,

pity him wors,we were also concern for each other,

we both have alot of things the same lorhhs.

really alot luhhh!

free then i list down what're the similar thingy nors.

MONDAY!

as per normal,every morning msqqes with kai xin guo,Edmond!

then had our conversation for the very awhile &

then start to work lerhhs we will stop then

as per usual,msqq each other reminds each other for lunch & so. . .

its is like a daily routine already,morning,afternoon,night sure got text derhhs.

hahaas.this what i wishes for. . .hoping this will not stop.

we had been last this for quite alot of weeks lerhhs.

i think we both do feels something for each other but this type of thingy,

slowly barhhs.hahahas.we dun wish to get into relationship so fast too.

maybe next time perharps but not now. . . . . . . . .

is still early lea but i have never ask my mummy or tell her about this luhh,

i mean about Edmond,wonder if he knows,

i have fallen for this m'sia,what will he reaction be like. . .

how i wish that he staying s'pore with Aunty Helen but that will never be the possible.

he's moving over to the other house that he bought & im invited to his hus.

of cos godma is gng for the hus-warming,wondering if i could go. .

let's see how things goes,is still long way to go,

few more months somemore.

& there's something that make me really happy,

he told me,

"zuo tian he ni chu qu huo...

jiu xiang zai he ni chu qu...

hen xiang zai jian ni wo^^"

that's the sweetest ONE!

he always that sweet man,oh my god.

he everyday would remind me to take my medicine,

becareful,remember to bring umberella,nowsaday keep raining ma.

remind me breakfast,lunch & dinner must eat.

so do i,i also remind him as well. [:

SUNDAY!

met Edmond,Aunty Helen& Doris as well as God-Ma,

went Bukit Panjang,Aunty Helen's hus find Edmond.

hahahahas.then lunch with him nors then went BPP to find God-Ma & Aunty Helen with Doris.

hahahas.Edmond's sister,Aunty Helen's daughter nor.

then nothing much,they had their dessert while i take my medicine.LOLS!

then after that God-ma went back her with her daughter then i continue my journey with them nors.hahahas.then went to katong to fetch Aunty Helen's Mother nor.complicated uhhs.lols.

then after fetching her mother Edmond send me back home then Aunty Helen & her mother then they went back m'sia.

i kinda 舍不得,in fact i miss-ed him the moment i left the car seat.

after he's home,we msqq as usual then fallen asleep as standard but hardly would fall asleep.

normally,we went to bed @ e same time then we will bid goodnight & sweet dreams.!

2009-03-08T10:01:00.003+08:00

recentlythings happen again,i broke up with
YONIGBBA
i suggested break up cause i can't be commited in it.
dunno,just need a break out of it.
thingd might happen too suddenly but i'm sorry.
i'm feeling so thankful to all the things he have done for me.
But afterall,he's a nice guy,he shouldn'thave waste the time on me.
i'm sure he could find someone so much better than me,
I'm nothing & I dunno what is so good about me so i told him dun waste his time waiting but he still claim that he would wait.
I dunno,in the 1st place,he wants me to stay,i'm touched but i'm really sorry,i wanna hurt him no more.
as for now,work & enjoy life & of cos my FAMILY, RELATIVES & FRIENDS!
hahahas,haven been meeting up with lots darlings & all.
i really have no time,working took up lots of my space but it's all worthwhile.
i'll continue to work hard.
i'm still coughing non-stop,feeling sick of it.goshhh.
oh yarhhs,im also @ work now@ BT.
hahahas.bored cos i'm early here,so blog nor,if not what more can i do?
i already tidy everything,hahahahs.
wannna faster finish work luhhhhhhhhhhh.
cos meeting Edmond & Aunty Helen they all after my work.
Actually,i'm more looking forward for the meet-up with Edmond.
He's always the nice & sweet one too,My KAI XIN GUO,
he will never stop making me laugh more & more each day.
sound like. . . . but it's not luhhh,we're only friends.
very close friend but lady boss they all saw the text we send,
she claim that is obvious that he likes me luhhh,
i dun think so,thru the adult opoion luhh,
dunno ehhs.sui bian luhh,im single now marhhs.
but not ready for a new relationship yet so i'm not thinking that far yet.
shall stop here.another 15mins gt to work lerhhs.
will promise blog more & soon

2009-03-03T13:23:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to polyclinic nors.

had my check-up & everythinqq.

& was given 2days MC!

been MC for two days,since ytd till today.

Oopps!Doctor says,REST,REST,REST so MC for two days.

godd,i miss work.think too much work for me,

too stress,that what the doctor say.hahahas.

had cough medicine,flu medicine & antibotic.

so many medicine.YUCKS!

feelinqq very tire after medicine.

mite be meetinqq xiaoyan or kristin today or either both.

shall see how thinqqs goes.
of cos i had my breakfast & medicine,

doctor says i work-ed too hard & too muchh!

she ask me what's my job.

told & funny cute doctor say,good luhh,you can help me do mani & pedi then.

i totally LOL,is like so cute luhh,this doctor.

two days MC cause i'm unfit for work.
doctor wants me to rest well & have more water.

take my medicine.

everyday work then is like very no life,

no time for cousins & friends.

i wanna have a meet-up. lolss.

kinda no life but enjoy workinqq most important is enjoy bahhs.

& also want SEPTEMBERto reach faster luhhh.

is my 18th birthday.!

quick turn 18,alot people waiting,

cousins & friends.

& finally here goes the lastest pic of myself. [:

2009-02-28T20:25:00.003+08:00

haven't been updatinqq.
nothinqq much to say either.
all i do is work,work,work or meet up with friends nors.
sians.i really have nth to do recently eat,work,sleep,eat,work,sleep!
shall stop here. [:

2009-02-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

today went workinqq again,
im like so boreddd nor,
here & there,everyday work nor,like no life nors.
mon-sun work,sigh,i think i need a real big rest,
do iie? but i dun think i can,at least @ work more relax lerhhs wors.
when can iie have my rest? not enough rest everyday,
i'm not chiong-ING for $$$ nors but is want thinqqs to be fast for me.
when can my 2years be over.?
anw,today finish work,waited for baby to come fetch me,
in the end,met him @ commonwealth then jiu walk-ed home lerhhs nor.
only walkinqq back can make our journey/trip go furthur,
or not,like that is like so fast jiu go home abit 舍不得 derhhs nor.
how..?hmm.舍不得 is 舍不得 na but still got to go home.
when baby school re-open also hardly can meet lerhhs.
i finish work,he schoolinqq,sianss sia but i know we stil have our weekend. [:

alrights,shall stop here.
goodnights. [:

2009-02-03T21:04:00.007+08:00

hmm.had been still a little busy in shop but only in noon,

but @ times,it's not even busy @ all,

boreddd,practice & practice makes perfect.?

i have tried all my best,learn 3 thinqqs,

prefect for two already very happy,

gotten work hard for the third basic thinqq. [:

JIAYOU WORSSSS!

Hahahas,promise i'll work hardd,as for those ppl who're askinqq about my life.

i'm leadinqq fine,with my precious who had loved me so dearly always

& all i gotten say,is i really wanted to thanks him.

thanks babyyyy.!!! LOVES!

alrightss,im too lazy for bloqqinq more but will stil continue with bloqqinqq.

cos of work can't make it that is lion dance started @ 1pm but i have nt finish work so after workl 2.30pm also no need think of going already,mummy didn't wanted to allow me too,in e end,mummy let me out til 9pm.

but i'm Home late but luckily no nags.lolxx.

baby fetch me from work

headed to plaza singupura with baby.

lunch with baby

movie with baby

great world with baby

shop @ Great World

dinner with baby

HOME SWEET HOME!

watched Jack Neo's movie-LOVE MATTERS!

can have a look @ this link to find out more. [:

http://www.lovematters.com.sg/en/gallery.asp?album=moviestills&paging=04

hahahas.more pictures of LOVES MATTERS!

hahahas.damn nice & funny,like the movie smoochies. [:

shall stop here.goodnights,got to wait for my baby's text.

he's schoolinqq mahhx.will blog soon.

2009-01-31T00:10:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging,

maybe what had happen recently had been a big thing to me but thanks,

i have overcome everything & walked out of the path myself,

leading by my dear him now,thanks baby.

is all you,without you,things would be super different.

i promise,i'll treasure & cherish every moment we had.

hmmm.somethings had happen & past,so won't talk a single thing about it.

been meetinqq up with kristin always,we're still best-friends,

although things had happen,of cos,i do remember my other best friend,

like xiaoyan,priscilla +++

i'll never forget it,alrightts?

although,he have hurt me lots,thru the words from his mouth in past weeks.

but now i'm with my baby,im glad i found him.

he treat me so well that nobody could really replace his good,

at the end of here,just wanna say,

I LOVE YOU,BABY!

thanks for every single thinqq. [:

2009-01-25T10:11:00.002+08:00

i haven been posting my blog,
everyone asking me post,
asking why am i so busy,
i'm busy with my work ehhs.
sun as per normal,working in KipMcGrath @ BT,
mon-sat:nail shop. hehehee.
i promise i'll post pictures & everyday in life here asap.
now is @ BT here work nors then is secertly use com derhhs.
shall not write more here lerhhs.
will blog more soon. everythinqq is noted in my dairy so i know what to post when i'm here.

tkcare everyone,
i misses everyone that i haven't got the time to meet you guys.

more things about my life that had changes.
once again,i promise,i'll blog again.

ANW, TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS
GONG XI FA CAI

2009-01-02T20:57:00.004+08:00

had been working everyday.
now gng to blog everything from today till 17dec.iie mean look backwards.
17dec-today narhhs.
alot things change & many things in life had turns.
today is bro's sch re-open day,tmr his birthday as well as Tina's birthday.
here to wish eu all,ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may all wishes come true. [:

31stDec-1stJan
MC for the both days.
1st-accompany mummy & bro to swimming then headed to Bugis then to buy stuffs & home.thanks mummy for new,new year bag.
31st-went west mall meet mummy,aunty jennifer,yi yun & bro.sians.slack-ed there then temple @ simei then of cos back @ home.

17dec-29dec
29th-went exchange camera with Shufang,my colleague.
hahahas,hmmm.is kinda tire after work everyday.
28th-resting.kipmcgrath for flyers.back home.
27th-Win's birthday,my colleague na. [: hmm.bought her a cake from May&Shufang.i only eat,nv pay $$$,hahahas.they say i dunno Win much yet mahhs.
just started work not long only.
25th-my off day,christmas marhhs.breakfast,dim sum @ red star resturant,with aunty,grandma,jess,malaysia ppl,parents,bro & myself.lols.hmmm.lunch @ ben & jerry w malaysia ppl & jess.dinner @ gelyang w same ppl to dim sum.went for frog legs poridgge then buy tau hua home to eat then home.
24th-celebrating christmas @ bugis then to clarke quay,meet with priscilla there.
thanks darrell for free drinks.thanks.then was there w kristin,priscilla,tien soon & myself.that day was a wonderful night,home @ 2am.lols.
anw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cheryl NIECE!
17th-HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!went west mall for sake sushi with aunty they all & family nors.for grandma celebration nors.

& recently things happen was,break with TS lerhhs.
then WeiJie ask for patch for quite lonqq lerhhs.
GuangJie is still waiting.
but i not gng to think about relationship.
i wana concentrate on my work now,relationship come later.
i know wad i wan i heart lerhhs but not gng to say 1st.
til its time.

hmm.oh ya.pictures.
lets see.

its me,when workinqq den go toilet take derhhs.lols.zilian again.lols.

my toes nails,christmas present by my lady boss,chio horrs?snowflakes ehhs,lady boss draw derhhs.

chios.iie mean the toe nails.not my foot.lols.

candy canes for christmas.

christmas tree @ kipmcgrath {BT}.

decorate by me & anita. [:

chio?

cuts.oh my god,dun scold me.=x is all cos of. . . hais.dun wish to say.

me.hahahaas.hmm.finally ahh.

but is the lastest pic b4 my haircut.

no gng upload my haircut pic till my hair really grow long. [:

2008-12-21T10:06:00.001+08:00

iie promise iie will post my pictures & more stuff about wad im busy with soon.
alrightts,so sorry.i so busy for everything @ e very moment.
iie promis,alrightts.

gotten miss everyone so muchhhhhh.
shall stop here & post more & everything soon.

2008-12-13T11:50:00.003+08:00

it had been long since iie last blog. [:
iie reali dunno wad to blog also nors.
hmmm.haad a very bad quarrel with baby that day. :(
yesterday hai just forgive him neii,
iie told him lerhhs,this gotten be the last & only chance.
so eu know wadd iie mean lerhhs barhhs,baby.?
anw,mon gotten start workinqq,
it also my favourite hands-on thingy,
with the support of mummy,godma,baby.
im sure iie can survive & work hard for this two yrs.
hope everythinqq gotten be smooth,

another wish from my wishlist gotten soon be completed. [:

gotten fly up the skyyyyyyyyyyyy.

iie promise iie gotten work hard,

nt gotten give-up.

2yrs,iie muz hold on tight.

2008-12-04T11:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm.had my interview @ tampines ytd.

long story actually so iie shall cut things short.

chat for awhile den CK was hungry den we decided to accompany him for food,

while i'm having my lemon barley. [:

no food for me please,hahahahhas. iie told MR.Gan & CK.

hmmm.wanting to work tgt with them but the pay is real low.

but he asked me to make a choice out of the platform he had given me ytd.

so go home discuss with mummy & had a outcome.

called CK just now to cfm everything then decision will be soon out nor.

he will discuss with MR.Gan then after that get back me.

meanwhile iie really like this job muchhh. (:

let things goes smoothly. [:

2008-12-03T09:19:00.018+08:00

yesterday finally meet up with my darling,xiaoyan. [:
hmmm.photos are ready for update too.

edited pictures,lets see. lols.

went suntec with baby & xiaoyan.

slack-ed & food,then dunno where to go lerhhs.

then xiaoyan say go slack @ e fountain dere nors,we took pictures too.

oh ya,before we go slack dere,we took neos.

let's see the pictures. [;

xiaoyan & me.neoprints.

edited pictures. [: yan&sze. <3

me&baby.since 25102008. quite blur hors.?

Fountain @ suntec. nice rights.? although there's ppl who block my pics. =x

pictures of me & baby.

had a real fun day will have more of this days coming. sadly,its isn't prefect pictures as iie wantedd.but more will be soon coming up. [:

2008-12-02T12:32:00.005+08:00

hmmm.finally free for update.
new BLOGSKIN,new LOOK in my blog,new SONG.
so everything will go by BRAND NEW.
New Year is coming,there's lots of things to do too.
hahahas.hmm.recently sad & happy things got alot.
thanks those that stand by me. eu all should know who im refering if eu really standby me. [:
life getting brighter & prettier & hope things will continue to go smoothly.
so long didn't get to meet up with a few dear friends,
eg.xiaoyan,priscilla,jovy,xixian,xiubing,xiyun,siewleng,peiling. . .more to list. (:
wonder how all of them were leading.? is life good,bad or..? LOLS.
will be seeing xiaoyan later & shall take more pictures to show everybody. (:
now shall upload some pictures of me recently,my own zilian pictures. LOLS!

let's see any changes in me.? iie dun thinnk so,what do eu all think.?tag to comment.LOLS!

don't i look fatter?

eye bag is like getting worse while iie keep can't get to sleep recently or not is sleep very late.

2008-11-27T11:02:00.002+08:00

hmmm.im sort of tire aldy.

mummy found out lots of thingy.

& im suffering so tong ku.

& all would baby do is ask me to " RELAX! "

is kinda hard to explain things cause I know mummy won't even hear in de nors.

iie really dunno how. .

2008-11-26T09:50:00.006+08:00

25th novmber. [:

HAPPY 1st MONTH,LOVEES. [:

had movie show yesterday with my my Mummy & my Brother. :)
& also Mummy's friend,Si yi,Aden,Adda&HengHeng.
This show is well-recommended to everyone,it's a nice & touching show and i'm sure that every kid will like it.It's really nice show,I laugh & tear rolled down my cheeks.

iie like it very much & recommend everyone to watch it. [:

iie myself,dun mind watching again.

BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA.

Rating: PG.

Runtime: 1hr31mins

In Disney's unabashedly silly talking-dog movie BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA, Chloe (voiced by Drew Barrymore), the ridiculously spoiled title pet, is swept away from her comfortable 90210 existence, when the impulsive niece (Piper Perabo) of her wealthy owner (Jamie Lee Curtis) combines dog-sitting with a vacation in Mexico. When Chloe gets lost south of the border, her scrappy Chihuahua admirer, Papi (voiced by George Lopez), embarks on a mission to bring her back home. While Chloe's pint-size dog in shining armor searches for his posh crush, she must contend with the rough-and-tumble side of life, learning a few important lessons along the way. Directed by Raja Gosnell, who is no stranger to dog-themed live-action/CGI flicks (see SCOOBY-DOO), CHIHUAHUA is an amusing diversion that is custom-made for canine lovers. Barrymore and Lopez are pitch-perfect in their vocal performances, and they are ably assisted by a bevy of Latino talent, including Andy Garcia, Edward James Olmos, and Cheech Marin. Although the film doesn't give its human actors a lot to do, it doesn't matter much, since the dogs are the reason for the entire show. In fact, the more the movie concentrates on its furry protagonists the more giddily entertaining it gets, as exemplified by a fun, fantastical doggie musical sequence that serves as CHIHUAHUA's undeniable highlights.

2008-11-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

iie think somehow im LAG of update,
is like so long didnt update aldy.sianx.
hmm.is like really dunno what am should iie really write abt me also.
my life is like real bored nors,nothing to do everyday also nothing to do.
when will job come.??? im boreddddddddddddd.

shall stop here.

2008-11-12T12:14:00.004+08:00

hmm.was request to update my blog by my sotong baby. [:

hahahas,iie update lerhhs hors,dun say iie wana leave my blog dead.
iie dun wish derhhs,dunno what to update too ehhs.
alrights,let's say about yesterday nors,
met Guan Hong @ clementi,his sick haven't recover wors.
then accompany him to clementi polyclinic then to A&E.
Cause his company having depolyment then he can't go back cos his sir afraid that he wud faint dere so ask him go back A&E find back his previous doctor. [:
then after that day went back to my place to collect his clothes.
his clothes were at my place ma,he headed redhill with me after that.
then he go find leon,liling they al nors.
then iie jiu go find BABY alone @ market for his food den accompany him to fairprice to buy his things.
then headed tiong park to look for kirstin,hais.long story.
shall not say here then after that she ask me go 1st ltr den she call or msqq me.
then me & baby jiu go for er ren shi jie le lors then wait for kristin's call.
many,many things had happen. [:
hais.hmmm.feel so sad for my gan-mummy,kristin.

2008-11-11T11:41:00.002+08:00

had a bad quarrel with baby yesterday.
im feeling so tire after every quarrel nors.
is like very sians derhhs ehhs.
hmmm.those that is reading my blog,
mind giving me some advise.
im really in a L.O.S.T!!!!!!!!!!
think until this thingy,im like very tire & sians aldy ehhs.
iie meet my EX,he say iie nv say cos iie noe say lerhhs sure valcano de nors.
hmm. den when iie say then he say that,eu dunno ppl will jealous de ma,
is like,like that then iie really dunno what more or what esle can iie do le nors. :(
iie feel like giving up,eu all know ma,iie dun wish both to be in this way nors.
iie cant keep feeling so tire de nors,if not sooner or later iie will give-up de.
iie dun wish this to happen either nor.

iie feel tire after every quarrel,

iie feel like leaving all alone.

iie feel like giving up but whats make me so not letting go,

is the happiest that eu have given me,

what is sadness,iie will all forget it when iie tot of the happiest moment we had tgt.

afterall,you're still the reason.

iie love eu for every single thing that eu have done,

iie hate eu for every quarrel we had.

but after everything we gotten be back as the same us?

or we gotten just continue putting in heart?

iie say b4,last time,iie wana give up de but iie think iie have fallen with eu,

so is abit hard at this very moment. :(

2008-11-09T10:17:00.002+08:00

hmmm. been working part-time every sunday @ KipMcGrath as receptionist.
quite a nice job but im still finding for a full-time job w/o a sun at this moment.
is kinda bored w/o a job & slacking all the way.
iie miss the days that i'm working. (:
the kids here are real cute.
iie even ask my brother to join them learning here.
anw,shall stop here & blog again.
actually,got to work now,is like still early so come blogging.

iie have been working like from Oct4,11,18,25.

now is brand new month,NOVEMBER.!

there's alot of things that iie gotten be busy & alot of thing will be up in this november & december. [:

november,mummy's birthday gotten be here soon,

dunno what to buy for her ehs,is like every yr different but gotten buy smth special.

hahahahas.hmmm.she wuld always tel bro & me,as long as we good,she'll be happy & that gotten be the present. (:

2008-11-04T11:08:00.005+08:00

yesterday went interview @ aljunied. [:
Emily brought us there,thanks. [:
& this job is also she intro de.
so iie brought along aisyaDARLING&jovyDEAR for interview too.
all are in need of money ma.LOLS!
hmmm. iie needd $$$$ too. hahahas.
can quickly get $$$ then that will be the best.
then after interview headed to Bugis,
so Aisya,Jovy,Emily&emily's friend-meilien came along.
then headed Long John Sliver for food.
after food,shop & home. [:
then all by our own way,only me & jovy took e same bus,197.
she go home,iie went find kristin then brought her to my place then lend her office wear.
cos she only wear one time only so ask her not to waste $$ & buy nors. [:
after that then at night meet baby for dinner with jason & kristin along.
hahahas,iie didn't eat cause house got cook.
then after that they all go home,me & baby headed to teresa's bf shop to c if baby is done.
then the repairing nt done so. . hahahas. hmmm.im like sort of missing baby now.
then baby & me went for chat somewhere to say all the xin si.
then baby sent me home,after that then nothing much slack ard my area then saw jeric.
then had chat tgt with me & baby then Jeric go home,me also back home,
baby back to camp. [:

thanks.you make me realise every single thing there's a eu that would be standing right by me. <3>

back to post,last week or so went kallang leisure park,
photo are here so iie upload & blog it,

if not gotten be very lazy.

went there with baby,jason,kristin,xiaoyan&me. [:

xiaoyanSIS&me.

xiaoyan.kristin&me.

quite long,cant rmb went,
went pasir ris with xiaoyan,kahkeat,priscilla&me.
plan-ned to go escape but nv open & we dun even know.
then nevermind lors. went to seat e so called mini-ferris wheel @ E-Hub.
Escape only open SAT&SUN NOT MON-FRI!

priscilla.me.xiaoyan prisLAOPO&me.

2008-10-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

its had been long since iie last blog,
quite busy with own stuff recently & also had a haircut recently.
is like oh my god,dun really like my hair cut,although quite alot ppl say nice.
still waiting for my hair long lors,is like cut my hair to wait for it long de.
hmm.recently life is like back to bored & job finding ehs.
never go nail shop all this already,quite angry,somemore iie think it's time to let go.
iie will learn to let go,iie consider carefully already,work 1st den go study the thing iie wan stuyd then go other shop work barhhs,then gain experience already then consider of opening own shop with friends,iie think,not confirm yet luhhh,just a thinking of myself.

shall stop here.
im leading well,friends,dun worry about me. [:

2008-10-25T13:09:00.003+08:00

hmm.hahahas,im like so busyyy & didn't blog luhhh.
hahahahs.nowsaday will be quite free lerhhhs narhhs.
so wil try blog more,kkays.
hmm.2ndSEPT,went in de already come back,meet him that day.
230908,already ended,nv tears for him anymore after that day we break-up,
the whole day then nv lerhhs,hahahas,thanks those who are by my side.

recently,life isn't that bad,
decided to accept someone who iie say iie wont accept &
im sure JOVY-DEAR & XIAOYAN-SISTER will be very suprise.
cause iie told eu all iie won't accept him de,
but iie always remember what eu say,
findd someone who LOVE you more than you LOVE him.
maybe he gotten be the one ba,he already waited for so long as eu all know.
& weird is promise to give him an answer yesterday. LOLS!
accept lerhhs norr,iie seems flirt norr,so fast another relationshipp lerhhs.hais.
but is like when i'm down & stuff,even he's busyyy,he's like always right by my side.
thanks,iie gotten update everyone soon once iie have any news about both of us. [:
`- 25-10-2008,did eu all hear about it,iie mean the story behind. LOLS!

tkcare.iie miss everyone too.
will try meet up with eu guyss. [:
YOU'RE ALL LOVED BY MEEEE.!!!!!!

2008-10-20T11:29:00.004+08:00

alot things had happen recently,

haven been posting too. hais.

hmm.had a break-up with beloved weijie baby yesterday.

hmm.long story,those who know will know what happen.

& when eu hold me,i wish eu'll nv let go;我愛你!

but everything have been let go.

& career come first. hais.

nevermindd,take good care of yourself.

iie will miss eu.

thanks for everything that eu have given.

anw,gotten thanks eu all for accompany. [:

other than that no matter wad as long as msqq a call also consider.

most importantly meet-up. totally make me day smile.

yesterday,meet guanhong.

then mac @ chinatown point. [:

headed home with him then to clementi buy stuff then to his camp,

then so pai seh luhhh,his uncle sendd me to tiong to meet friends.

thanks Guan Hong for accompanying me also,when he return text me not to be sad,he say e guy is not worth my tears,iie agree. [:

met kristin,jason,theirs1 friend& tien soon,

when iie reach tien soon went home for dinner den come down acc me.

then slack at mos burger.

thanks kristin,jason&the 1 friend.

they cheer me up,keep making me laugh & smile while i'm crying.

then kristin they all went for movie @ 9plus.

then weiliang called to accompany me on phone.

thanks weiliang. [:

then awhile tien soon come liaoooo.

thanks tien soon for listening ears & shoulder.

actually wanna wait for kristin to finish movie den she ask tien soon send me home,he send me half-way then he take mrt le,hais.

he keep asking if iie have something to say,

iie say no & seriously no.

hmm. but he say,he got things say. .

kristin is right,he stil likes me..

he say. . . hmm.iie still love eu & iie wan be tgt with eu.

but iie told him,it's still not time for relationshipp.

maybe later abit then say ba.

then reach home bus stop,iie went abc market wait for nick,

then headed xin wang,hong kong cafe @ anchor point,

then kristin & jovy called me,

confrence,then finish food,go home le.

thanks NickKOR,JovyDEAR&KristinMUMMY!

2008-10-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

once again,return home late yesterday,

was out gng mit friends then baby called me,

told me,he will finish work early then ask me for meet up,

then iie meet him @ his workplace then headed out w him.

iie reali misses all the nights we spend & times we had tgt,

iie treasure every single moment.

seriously,iie dun wish to lose him cos he make me realise wad's LOVE!

& only he could give me the right feelings.

but it seem dat iie gng to lose him soon,

had a very strong feeling ehhhs. *IM GNG CRAZY SOON!*

shall stop here. :'(

2008-10-14T11:06:00.004+08:00

yesterday,13october2008,
had chats last night w baby again but awhile only luhh.
cos quite late already le wors,he got to work today ma. [:
hmmm. then yesterday headed to quite alot place,
reach home at about 12am like that nors,
with company of 3friends til mid.hahahas.thanks.
anw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN KOR! [:
hmmm.morning headed interview w jovy at alexandra hospital.
hmmm.then headed vivo meet-up w teresa then teresa accompany to orchard meet priscilla.then we headed Wisma,Food Republic for food then from there iie could c baby shop,there a group of girls when baby shop for peircing then they were asking number from him wors,hais.but iie have trust in him & he really didnt give wors,then after that those girls go off already then i went down his shop w priscilla & teresa then stupid teresa ask him,just now those girls ask number from eu ahh? then he say yup,then she come disturb me say,see told eu liao,right.?
then iie reply her,saying ya la,ya la,very clever luhhhhh.
nevermindd,iie have trust in baby & faith in myself. LOLS!
then while we having chats then got a girl from escalator come-up pull baby's hair,
he was like STUN & SHOCKED luhhh but 1 thing is iie dun even feels jealous at all.
dunno why,iie just looked at the girl,aiyoooo,how come pull my baby's hair wors,baby told me is he regular,then the fucker neii,which iie mean teresa again,say see luhh,somebody face black,black,angry le. then baby was like looking at me but seriously i'm not. maybe iie really trust baby too much already.
then he got customer,we go off 1st lors,then iie text him say free den come back findd him lors,then was like after awhile he call me wors,ask me & tell me okay ma.? iie was like im fine. dun worry,he ask am iie sure,yuppies,i am,dun listen to the crazy girl say ma,aiyooooo,iie told him,im really fine. seriously fine. . [:
im really fine. [:
nevermindd then after that headed to bugis to meet xiaoyan & ahseng.
they were waiting for me at outside money changer there then to food junction for food,xiaoyan treat me ehhs. [: once again,thanks.
iie promise iie gng take picture soon w baby,iie guess lots of eu wishing to me & my baby pic here ba,whereby,we will hardly meet-up this mth,maybe my post next month might have already. [: hope so luhhhh.baby did ask for taking pics soon w me but iie dunno when luhh,both will be very busyy,when iie started work,will we dun have time for each other.? hmmm.iie really don't know ehhs,iie soon start work already ehhs.iie gotten miss baby lotssss.......
hmmm.im so tire today ehhs,yawn. hmm.oh ya,yesterday priscilla give me,be-lated birthday present ehs,thanks anw. [:

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2008-10-11T11:32:00.004+08:00

yesterday night had a long chat with baby,

im so happy luhhhhh,not gng tell eu all.

aiya,tell eu all abit na,baby told me he misses me

but the most funniest things is he cause of miss me dun1 hang-up e phone,

then today morning can't wake up,then 8am iie wake up called him to wake up. [:

then he orhhh,then in e end still late cause from his home to workplace is same colour de mrt line but iie dunno how long it takes luhhhh,cute lorss him. [:

hmmm.hahahas then before he heading to mrt,he give me a call then he tell me,he going to run to the mrt ler,iie was like okay,becareful wors.

iie say before ler,he really mean so much to me,

yao bu shi shen dun let me have relationship for the coming 3mths,

iie would already tell mummy/daddy about this guy lerrhhs luhhh.

he really give me a feeling whereby nobody esle could give me worss.

only he can make me smile,

nobody esle could make me smile like he do.

the laughter he brought to me,

nobody would know or could the same way,

so baby,iie love eu for who eu're.

you're the reason of my being &

eu're a thief,you stole my heart & iie will love you for that.

thanks baby for every single thing.

我愛你!

2008-10-10T09:04:00.003+08:00

hmm. today gng sentosa again wors,

photo will be post up soon when uploaded. [:

so standby lors for my photo for today's trip.

& after it iie gng to work hardd to findd work already,

needed a job urgently ehhs.

iie didn't go e bread-shop for work cause mummy didn't wan me to work in a place which iie dun like at all. [:

hahahas, I LOVE MUMMY!! <3

wait for my post then. [:

oh ya,had long phone chat w baby,

quite alot had happen no wonder we had time-out @ e moment.

he had too much too worry,

although we didn't have quarrel @ e moment but he really had too much to worry,

so decided to give it a time-out after 1mths ltr,we'll be back as ONE!

our phone chat had pull our relationship closer each & every day.

dat day he told me,time-out,iie totally no mood la.

till yesterday,iie finally realise,luckily,he gives us both for time-out.

maybe this will only helps. [:

cos his prob really too much ler.

yesterday he also promise,after e 1mth,he promise to bu chang,

my reply was,silly,iie also nv wan ya bu chang wors.

he say luckily nv choose wrong.lols.

iie could say,he mean to muchh to me.

iie know,if iie continue this way,the one who get hurt again,gotten be me.

anw,yesterday night before sleep,given him a msq,was reply & had lots things very funny inside our text but. . not gng to say here.

hmm. but both also wishes this 1mth would pass quickly.

iie love you,baby. [:

any job intro me,just give me a ring @ my phone.

iie will get back to eu soon,or leave your comment @ my tag.

iie will get back to eu once iie saw ya text,

thanks.

with loves,

sarah.

2008-10-09T15:00:00.008+08:00

CUTS! :(

got burnt when iie having steamboat at rajahinn. [:

oh my,it seems like im having a cut again,rightts.?

nv cut wrist v long le larrs,no famous liao lorhhs.

joking.just dat not gng hurt myself in this way,

promise baby(weijie) not to let him worry of me,

as he have so much to worry about.

didn't tell him about my burnt ehhs.

iie got e burnt since yesterday. :(

80ct if iie didn't remember wrongly.

PO-LO BUN. curry-chicken rice.

baked pork rice. [:

JOLLY SHANDY @ SENTOSA

our messy stuff @ sentosa. [:

sentosa trip w teresa. [:

2008-10-08T12:47:00.002+08:00

yesterday went interview then was like thinkinqq,should iie like work anot la.
e pay quite less ehhs,per month only $900 ehhs.
but after 3mths then $950 lorhhs,really very the sians ehhs,say till work,
can say slack for so damn long already then suddenly gng to work abit yawn,yawn.!
but to me,iie think there's enough resting already larss. [:
hmm. last day of gng out too already,mummy don't wanna let me work this job de.
not gng list the reason,if not eu all gotten agree with either what she say or wad iie say..
sians,the person just now called to ask me to go work tmr,sians.
2-11pm neii,oh my godd,it's time for my awake alreadyy. arghh.
no more time for fun for playing anymore alreadyy. :(
sianssss. hmm. meet up everyone soon. tkcare. byebye.
yesterday kena burnt photo upload soon. [:

2008-10-07T10:44:00.007+08:00

today nothing much,was awake and same thing happened,

miss baby & hoping that the days will turn dark right away,

cause only if the day turns dark I can get either a call or msqq.

& iie also hope that this 1month will really pass fast.

cause iie really misses him so much,

although everyday iie will tell him how much iie misses him,so is he.

the feeling weren't the same,i'm waiting for the same feeling to be back.

seriously speaking,i'm too depend on you so it makes me feels so sad w/o you.

nevermindd,iie will leave things in heart & then iie will work hard on findinqq job.

anyone got job intro for me which only works mon-sat & inculde one off day in between.

& cause iie have a job on sun so no sun. [:

& there something that finally could let me cheers up today. [:

me & tien soon is back as friends iie guess,we chat back le,

iie take e 1st move to chat w him in MSN. [:

oh ya,& also last night told baby to rest early,goodnights.miss & stuff.

then saw his reply in midnight,dunno wad to reply so iie nv reply lo.

he reply me,ok sure. baby i reach home le. now bath le then slp le. sian. i misses u baby.

he give me those feelings dat he still cares,so im happy. [:

6oct2008

Hmm. nothing much iie wish to say actually,life is no longer the same w/o him,

iie know iie should cheer up cause it's just 1month.

but iie really miss him although it's like we still chat on phone after his work & also texting with each other ma.

baby,iie miss eu & iie really do.

alright,back to the point,went sentosa yesterday & the day before xixian give me a call,ask me if i'm free,they're gng sentosa,

iie was like "LOL,im gng there too."

she was asking i'm gng with who.?

actually nick gng w us,some prob had happen & it is not possible that we go tgt.

hmmm. then only me & teresa go in e end.

nick's friend went along with us cause nick wasn't able to make it ma,

as iie said above ma,rightts.?

but they play their's,we play our.

had jolly-shandy for drinks w teresa,treated those guys too.

teresa treat de la cause iie told her ma,one of e guy treat us cab over,very ps ehs.

then she say she treat lo cause iie gng no $$$ liao,

then they go play they all de then me & teresa play ours.

photo will be upload when receive.

one more thing then went tanning with xiubing & xixian for awhile then off to the stupidd bridge,those guys la,keep ask us to help them take no.

twice also kena reject luhh,we were laughing like hell.

hmmm. baby ask me did iie went with guys.?

iie say nopes cause we also dunno nick's friends,is like he play his

we play our lor,cause nick'd friend is 3 we only 2 ma.

3 not 1 ma,so they can play by their own. [:

5oct2008

iie dunno where iie went neii,STM.

orhhs,iie rmb le,went bukit timah for my interview.

hahahas,pass,will be workingg dere every sun. [:

hmm. anw,midnight,baby text me,iie haven slp.

so its e 1mth thingy. haiis.

he say,

"if i ask 4 a temporary time out. give me 1mth.cos i need oush to my limit whereby no burden at all."

hais,iie told friends maybe to him,im a burden & iie a person who keep disturbing him ba,they ask me not to think this way.

im just a innocent girl,whereby iie dun understand what ie time out luhh.

lols.to me,there's lots of meaning,so called him & ask. .

then he told me lors,finally iie undersand,can contact but not in his working hours & stuff,so iie agree.

but to me,1mth ehhs,im gng crazyy alreadyy ehhs.

iie agree but eu guys should know iie cant de lors. :(

dunno what will happen in this few days,

iie think we should let things be nature ba.

iie must learn to let things go/off slowly.

then he heard me crying,iie was like fake saying where got,

he say im a cry-baby ehhs,in chinese. LOLS.

ask me not to think so muchh.

4oct2008

hmm.alright back to topic.
4gotten where iie went already then xiaoyan's blog make me remember luhh.
went meeting them lors.

they know iie weren't happy ma.

Teresa Jie & Julian Jie-Fu. LOLS.

went meet them at vivo,they were having their family day,

sorry to disturb eu guys & thanks anw.

Julian promise me to treat me ice-cream.

iie know only ice-cream & chocolate can cheer me up so iie went meet them at food-republic then headed to arcade with them.

then para,para dance for once for me then photo hunt. LOLS.

dun really like playing para para dance,as in im not clever in that,dunno how to play,not like teresa jie,she's clever in that luhh. [:

then waitedd for sister-xiaoyan & her kk come findd me @ vivo.

hmm. then socklin were @ vivo ask well,she come arcade as well.

then when xiaoyan they all arrived,julian jie-fu brought me for my ice-cream,

thankss. it's ben & jerry ice-cream ehhs. lols.

iie had mango sorbet. [:

mood was beta.

oh ya,didn't tell you all what happen wors,why my mood not good. LOLS.

hmm. baby text me sayinqq dat he not in good mood today.

he says,"today not in good mood so pls dun disturb. thanks."

hais,what really comes to my mindd is am iie always disturbing him,why must he says till like that,that's why i'm sad.

& that's why iie meet up with friends.

actually met priscilla @ orchard de but. .

iie still meet her dere w xiaoyan & kk.

she wasn't happy cause iie didn't tell her they all coming.

haiss. then alot things happen which iie dun wish to mention.

nevermindd,iie guess iie shall stop here. [:

I cried myself to sleep last night,

when im woke up there were stains on my pillow.

It hurt so much to sacrifice what i have gave up.

Without you in my life,

i'll always feel lonely,

losing the love from someone like you.

You have no idea how scared i'm losing you again. . .

Not a day goes by without something reminding me of you the truth is that i miss you!

It gets so hard not being with you..

I don't wanna make this too hard but I just wanna be where you are in your life & by your side.

3rd oct,

forget to upload pics,

hmm. meet xiaoyan sister. [:

pics upload time. [:

wana noe y iie kiss her.? lols. cause iie love her. NONSENSE! hahahhas. indeed iie love her but not lover kindd of love,dun think too much luhh. cause we dare her,if she go best denki find jason then must kiss her lors,no choice but to kiss. LOLS!

me & sis-xiaoyan.

sis&darling. xiaoyan&livia

SINGLE PICS OF US!

me.alone.[:

sis-xiaoyan.alone. [:

HEHEHE! NOW EMO TIME,

WE MISS OUR HIM!

ME MISSING MY HIM!

SHE MISSING HER HIM [:

2008-10-04T12:11:00.004+08:00

hais.im feelinqq quite sad & low today.

wrong is iie wrong iie iie shouldn't meet him yesterday. :(

today he already late for work already then forget bring things,

all my fault la,so late already still wanna meet him yesterday,

somemore today,he got to work,late ltr kena kp agn den still forget bring his things.

iie really don't know how & why iie like that la,

iie should keep that urge of meeting him ma.

im very sad now la,what to do,iie find trouble for myself la.

he text me say nt in gd mood today,ask me dun disturb him,

to me,hear liao heart really hurt & thinkinqq am iie really disturbinqq him everyday na.

iie feels so bad to hear that & im so sorry baby,its really hurts so muchh.

iie thought he would be different but i'm wrong. :(

Priscilla Laopo,iie think eu're right la,iie should have think & consider but iie can tell eu,iie have never regret being with him,think gotten scold me,rightts?

or will it be a nightmare again.? iie really hope it won't be. :'(

arghhhh!!! & iie didnt reply him cause iie think reply also no use luhh,

already ask me not to disturb him,his msqq makes me have e feelinqq like,

meaning iie always disturbinqq eu la. iie dunno why it makes my tears gotten roll down & my hearts deeply hurts.

lastly,iie wana say but im foolish to say,

iie still love & miss you baby,

but the knife jus give a cut

in my heart.

& yesterday went out w teresa to vivo.

then waited for xiaoyan to finish work come vivo find me lors.

then livia headed vivo meet us too. :(

then we enjoyed & had quite alot fun,

took pics but pics with xiaoyan.

will upload once pics are with me,alrightts? [:

happy waiting for my pictures ba. LOLS!

hmm. then after that headed teresa & livia to bus-stop,

they gng home liao,then xiaoyan acc me till 10plus nors,then she headed home,sent her home,

then she acc me wait for BUS197 to bugis findd baby.

was happy when iie saw him & was heart-pain too,he looks damn tire na.

aiyoo,still tell me not,iie feels so sorry luhhh,argghhhhh.

& if iie know what will happen the next day,iie wont meet him last night luhhhhhh.

iie hate myselffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-03T11:43:00.003+08:00

yesterday we almost quarrel again lors.

he ask me is it wan to findd quarrel (in a jokinqq manner)

but. . seriously,iie dun mean it,im really afraidd of beinqq irratinqq ehs.

he say he also never say iie irratinqq wors,ask me dun think this way nors.

he say iie mean as muchh as he mean to me,

or not the day after his birthday,we already break up liao

is he right? iie reply,yuppies,den he say dun think too much liao.

then he tell me quite lots of stuff na then iie realise my importancy in him.

as iie say b4 other than he eu really make me realise the smile iie can have when iie w eu & most importantly,eu're e one who makes my heart BEATS again for eu. [:

thankss babyy,iie promise eu iie wont think too muchh liao,

iie will remember what eu say,you're MINE!

WEIJIE IS MY PROPERTY!! <3

ILOVEYOU,BABY WJ

anw,thanks priscilla laopo for stayinqq by me. [:

thankss so muchh,im alrightts le,just think too much liaoo.

2008-10-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

hmm. nothinqq much today,wake up quite late till baby called e second time

then iie really climb up of my bed. [:

1st time,he told me on his way to work le,

2nd is he told me reach work already,

packinqq his stuff so calledd me.

then he clever ehs,he knows i'm just awake nors.

just got a msqq from him,tellinqq me dat kena fxxx b his boss,hais.

he gng to b sad again,iie wana him to cheers.

how can iie make me smile ehhs? baby,baby,baby,CHEER UP!

hmm. then just now whole day VCD @ home w mummy,quite a nice & famous currently,

although iie dunno wad they talkinqq abt cause it's cantonese,got chinese subtitle ma.

hmm. quite touchinqq,sad & nice,can go watch this show,maybe eu all go rent from video shop or buy nors,mummy & me is those kindd of ppl lors,watch already will really

"TANG XIN FENG BAO YU JIA HAO YUE YUAN"

nice,nice. [: lols.

kkays. shall stop here,rest & wait 4 baby call ba.

tkcare everyone. [:

2008-09-30T13:13:00.012+08:00

recieved my pics workinqq @ orchardd hotel already,
uploadinqq nw lorhhs.

after work. [:

myself. [:
im ask to take pics alone.
no choice but to take. (:

socklin,me&priscilla

priscilla,socklin&me [:

socklin&me

priscilla,socklin&me. [:

2008-09-30T12:06:00.006+08:00

today wake up called baby,
he's late for work again. :(
he say no choice norhs. hais.
what iie afraid don't know will happen not wors.
hmm. really don't wish to lose him.
iie really love him & iie mean it.
then accompany him chat till he reach mrt then hang up,
wash up follow-ed by breakfast & computer. [:
then when he reach work will give me a call but till now still not yet call.
lols,hmm. text him,toldd me,he's busy sleepinqq,lol. cute la..
nevermindd,iie shall wait till he really free then he call me lo.

29sept2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY,BABYYYY!!!

baby,iie hope iie had given eu the best present ever. [:

other than present had accompany eu for e whole day,

hope eu really appreciate what iie had done.

baby,iie love you & iie really do,

iie not bluff-ING eu,iie had proven myself.

but its gotten takes time for our relationshipp.

its really the best & longest time iie had with eu na. [:

cause iie understandd eu gotten work,iie wont blame eu,silly.

dun always apologise,iie understandd de,as eu say de,eu also not flirtinqq ard,eu're just busy workinqq,iie myself got eyes & got c b4 ahh. so iie know de.

worries not,iie say le,dun needd worry too. im YOURSS!

27&28sept

were workinqq @ orchardd hotel. :(

tire ehhhs. :(

legg gotten break. :(

photos will be uploaded soon.

photos are w pris & socklin ehs.

4get add on both of the girls were workinqq e me. [:

2008-09-27T10:06:00.002+08:00

hmm. morninqq,im just awake,yawn.
so tire ehs cause ytd night went JOHOR w mummy&bro.
back liao to parent's friend's place,potong pasir,si yi hus
reach home ard 2am-plus,text baby goodnightts
& iie know he's already asleep already.
let him rest then if not he gotten have not much rest again.
see him being so tire,i'm really sorry na,hope he have enough rest so monday gotten give him more rest,he finally can rest liao.so let him rest lors. [:
kkayys.then now usinqq com awhile mayb in e noon 1/2pm,iie will meet socklin already but priscilla finish work @ 330 ehs,dunno if she could make it ehs. lols.
nevermindd,we gotten c how later lors.

&lastlybaby,iiemissesyouLOTS!

2008-09-26T11:54:00.002+08:00

sians,morninqq wake up then text baby,

thinkinqq will he be late again. lols.

he told me recently he keep late ma.

then text him no reply,guess mite be late again,

& really he's late,he reply say just left hus only lors.

poor thinqq baby,didn't have enough rest & keep didnt able to wake up in time.

hmm.then called him & had a chat just nw,

then he go chiong his sales liao,haven met his target that he had set neii.

JIAYOU baby,iie know you can de,im here supportinqq eu all the wayy.

baby,you make me feel that you're the one that only make my heart beats. [:

2008-09-25T13:45:00.002+08:00

days iie didn't blog,my laptop was down,
daddy brinqq it for repair & finally it is done.
hahahas, finally back to back lots thinqqs happen changes within few days.
somethinqqs happen too fast but iie will nv regret doinqq it. [:
cause iie know iie had really fallen in it.
& of cause iie know that's e reason frankly speakinq,
im not gng care so much anymore,
as lonq as im in love w e one iie love iie will go all my way,
not gng hide my feelinqqs cause of that god thingy,
iie dunno why either,iie only know iie have fallen for him,myBABY.

yesterday-250908.
hmm.went meet up w teresa to collect her hp but b4 dat went orchard hotel for socklin inteview thinqy,hahahas.hmm.then teresa's dear were also there with us,halfway thru our journey,livia joined us den priscilla give me a call cause iie didn't get back to her call. then she actually cominqq down but she say she feels that she's not invited. not that so,is just dat she come liao then they gng back liao.aiyoo,girl,don't think so much ehs.hahahas.then waited for baby to finish his work ehs then when he finishes work,we headed to send,socklin & livia to take 123 back to their place then baby send me home den went blk2 for drinks b4 iie go home & before he return home. so sweet of him. thanks baby. [: when we took lift up from ABC market,iie told baby,is say iie bluff him,hahahas. hmm. then ask he quickly board e cab from my hus bus-stop dere,silly him,board e cab turn & stop at my block downstair,were so surprise to c him. he says worry abt me,haven c me walk up. LOLS. then we lift up to my hus. den sweet goodbye&muacks to baby then he jiu go back cab liao. from my place back to his place cab home,$25plus ehs. OMG! he says it worth as long as i'm happy,oh.once again thanks baby. ILOVEYOU!

240908
today is the 2nd day beinqq tgt w my loves,hahahas.
hmm.he's so tire today ehs cause last night finish work so late,
sad fo baby,pity him! :( nevermindd baby,im here. [:
& ytd baby text me smth which is exactly my thinkinqq ehs,
he say..[red words will be what we thinkinqq e same]
"I hope that she can stay by my side as lonq as it can be,
I don't dare to say 4eva cause there is no 4eva but hope that it can be till e end or walk e path oe e road till where e endinqq point but don't stop halfway can le. [:"
hahahas.iie know iie have choose the right person this time liao cause iie can really feels the kindd of happiness & fortunate that iie nv had b4 & also. thanks baby. [:

230908
he ask me give it a try between us.
in the 1st place,iie hesitate,should iie?
its only the 1st day iie know him,arghh,messy.
iie agree cos he really give me a real comfortable feelinqq so does he,he also like that think ehs. iie think he really love me de,iie can feels it. [:
so iie given it a try,so we're tgt le.
once again,went mit xiaoyan at her hus area,she rebond her hair ma,
so accompany her lors then me & jovy cut hair lors
but my hair had got no different ehs.
after that,meet jovy's stead ruiqi den took bus 65 to same place nors.
hahahhas,to see baby. the brinqq me there just to let me c my bf la. [:
thanks jovy&xiaoyan. iie misses baby so muchh.
then awhile jiu go home liao,waited for him to finish work,its like so late ehs.
waited & waited,then baby called me tell me dat jus close shop neii,got crowd customer ehs.
so no choice but to close later nors. then baby had a lonqq,tire night.

220908
hmm.today actually plan meet xiubinqq go sentosa de but then change plan cause she askinqq her friend alonqq,paiseh ehhs.. also don't know her friend worx.
so plan accompany priscilla go orchard hotel dere fill in application form nors.
teresa came alonqq too. then after that went wisma cause teresa wanted to repair her hp @ sony ericsson shop then after that shop aroundd wisma nors.then saw a cutie,to me he seem a cutie. lols.hmm.he's like 20+ but dunno him na,lols.aiya,age doesn't matter at all de larx. hahahas. then we accompany priscilla to bread-talk buy bread in e end,she not buyinqq & she's gng home for food then after that she headed home & me & teresa slack around wisma lors. then told teresa wana buy earrinqqs & nose stud from jus nw dat shop. then we went back to buy,then the cutie was like,ehs,how come eu all come back? iie very bad reply.cannot mehh? lols. actually,jus jokinqq only ehs. then we headed vivo meet nick,then headed pasta mania for food. [:
teresa was also w us for food. then after waited for socklin to finish work at starbucks nors. then socklin finish work,we all send nick to mrt station,he headinqq marslinqq to meet his future gf. lols. hmmm. then we 3 went look for socklin black shoe den headed to arcade w teresa,she wana play the para para dance lors,they force me play no choice but to try. then after that headed to socklin's hus den she go home bath & stuff. then meet xiaoyan at orchardd again, so 3 of us,teresa,socklin&myself meet xiaoyan. then back to wisma,the rest of the part those that is told or only we three knows,LOLS! dun1 say liaO =X

2008-09-20T11:19:00.006+08:00

yesterday.19/09/2008.

Morninqq wake up do some housework,
then bath everythinqq done then called nick.
meet him up to brinqq him for interview @ orchardd hotel. [:
Then meet him at ABC market then he eat there then we wait for sock lin come lors.
then after she come we headed sit other corner,
he go chat w one of the stall-holder. [:
then awhile,we headed bus-stop to take BUS14,
headed orchardd mit his other friends the headed orchard hotel 4 interview lors. [:
Then reach liao,can say dat nick nv brinqq ic ma,dan cant fill in e form
Haiss. den nvm but at night text to tell him,quite sad lo,
socklin & me think w/o him then dun have fun le,
he'll brinqq fun to us de lors,very funny de lors,
iie tell him others time lors,will meet up w him soon again.
quite sad na, hais. feel bad in other words. :(
nvm,gotten work on thurs,sat,sun,abit sianss to work ehhs,lazyy liaoo. Zzz. lols.
hmm. but gotten work hardd for moneyy ehhs.
socklin gotten accompany me for work,priscilla gotten accompany me on sat&sun but nt yet fill in e form wors,iie dunno hw either worss. [:
oh ya,then after interview headed to there de mac,have some drinks,
tell them about work thingyy, hais.

Then text gan-baobeii,c where is he,then iie told him gng mit livia darlinqq @ purmei.
ask is he dere,he say yupp,chionqq cab down w socklin meet livia darlinqq then text gan-baobeii says im reachinqq soon neii, [:
he always & forever at the same old place,hill-lock,

then 3 of us headed findd him worrs. [:

then he neii dunno busy what,ask us go walk one roundd then he come findd us,sianns.

nevermindd then,headed blk112 coffee shop for drinks then iie text buddy-hong kiap ask him come findd me then say paiseh cos iie w friend,nonsense ehhs.

then after that he also have to hhave food de ma,then come coffee shopp findd me.

after food,he gng headed to c doctor,his hand injure.

then after that go meet gan-baobeii agn but at bus-stop dat iie gng hm.

very rush liao,need rush home,so no choice. [:

hmm.then livia darlinqq headed home then socklin accompany meet gan-baobeii.

sianss. then headed home liao then headed paya lebar to find mummy den headed JOHOR!

PICTURES time.

on the way out lors.

this is when iie in e lift,gng abc market,lift reflection. [:

when waitinqq for bus. [:

on bus alreadyy,

bus,bus,bus. [:

when reach hill-lock,gng up. [: this picture is weridd. but my smile is hardly so sweet. [:

2008-09-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

sick is still not okay,its already 3days man.

hopefully,it will be alright by next week. [:

cause gotten help tina work wors.

will blog again.

not in e mood. :(